I was a bit confused by your first two posts so I held off a bit on my advice until I knew more. As you are a MTF, there are two things you should consider starting. The first is facial hair removal. It appears your beard is gray and if so it means electrolysis and that's a slow and expensive process. In addition, you need to have about 3 days growth before you can be treated and it extremely difficult to cover it up while you are growing it out. Normally it takes around 200 hours to get the hair under control so consider 2-4 hours a week of treatment time.
HRT is something that should help control the dysphoria however everybodies results differ. I was on HRT for about 4 years and had no difficulty passing as a male. Some on the site had male fail in as little as a few months. Be prepared with an alternate plan if things happen faster than expected but if things move slow, makeup and a proper hair style can speed up the process.
Other than that, the question for you is what do you want to do next. You can learn about voice therapy, makeup, hair, clothing, mannerism or anything else you can think of. Just let us know what you need help with.
