Hey folks! I have gotten some messages from friends here asking me how i am and where I have been. Well truth be told I have never been better. I know I seem to say that every so often, but it is true. I have never felt so cenetered in my life. 2017 was an eye opener that allowed me to understand myself. After a rough last day of 2017 followed by the first few days of 2018 being harsh (infection virus, back stabbing by a friend ,ect) i can tell you that I have once again came out stronger mentally, unphased by the few days of a slip up. Now, the really good stuff:
I am going back to school to update my credits from the college level to the university level! Got the papers all ready to go, just waiting on the other end
Got a person who can set me up with an apprenticeship as well, meet with him this month.We were going to try to get me into a kitchen, however, a brand new opprotunity has opened up too with this lady who teaches cosmetics and make up, i have been offered a position in her class and will be attending. I guess its a matter of time to see which one will win out with two things I love to do anyway, cook and make up xD. Either way, whichever one becomes my apprentice/career rest be assure the other will so be on my free/spare time!
Got a gym membership and plan to be a more fit girl then ever been in the past.
Getting hooked up with the right profressionals and could very well indeed be getting GRS this year if all goes as planned :'). Should also mention as of December 27th I have re-begun laser hair removal.
Honestly, when i made this account back in my drunken lostness in 2016 I had no idea that by new years 2018 my life would actually be going some place. To think, I am not even 25 yet and I will be on the path to surgery and a career in addition to makling life long friends both in the trans community and out. It is funny what a world of difference putting down the bottle and working on yourself with do to make the real person, that girl i was too afraid to let out and love, come out and actually prove the doubters wrong. I owe this site and many many many people in my life all the gratitude in the world. I should also mention that my mom and I, who have always been close seem to be getting closer in a way i always wanted. I think she totally sees me, and has since atleast last summer as not a confused lost son, but a daughter who was buried. Our relationship has never been this close and our bond with strogner then anything I have ever seen atm. Within the past months there have been massive misunderstandings (not related to gender), however after our last weeks talk eyes have been open and we have been clsoer then ever as said.
Given this day a year ago, I was drunk again and had no for see able future, I have a feeling 2018 will be magical. I mean look at what i managed to do in 2017
Love you all-SailorMars
