Hello. My name is Alexis. I chose this name because it's close to my real name so it's just easier.
A little about me, I'm about to turn 30, I love working and playing on computers (I'm a huge nerd) but I love nature and the outdoors too. I'm very happily married, my wife is very open and understanding and has tried to embrace my interest in crossdressing as best as she is able.
I first developed an interest in women's clothing when I was a teenager, I developed a major panty fetish and eventually started wearing them. As time went on, I tried to experiment with wearing women's clothing but I was too self conscious about how I looked and just gave up, until I met the amazing woman I am now married to. She helped me accept myself and my interests and I am finally starting to feel like I can do this, but our current living situation makes it impossible. On the rare occasions I do get to experiment and express myself, I still feel something self conscious about how I look though and I'm having a lot of trouble still getting past that. If anyone has any words of wisdom or is willing to help talk me through some of this I would be very grateful.
Peace and love
Alexis

Hello Alexis
I do not have an answer to your question and I see that you are new here and may have questions and concerns, this is the right place for you to be to find out what others have done that may have been in your circumstances. 
Be aware that there are lots of members here that can identify with the issues that you brought up in your introduction posting. 

WELCOME to Susan's Place.  You will find this a safe and friendly place to share with others about your transition and to read about others transitions and their trials, tribulations, and successes in their transition journey. 
It is nice that you have signed up so you can share with others and involve yourself with some give and take with other members.
When frustrated or if you have a successful moment in your journey you can share it here if you wish and receive support from others and offer support to others. ....

***It's a very good chance that you might find that you will make some new friends here. 

Please come in and get involved at your own pace.  Be sure to look at the Links that I posted below, there is information about the site that will help you navigate around and best utilize the features here.
Again, Welcome.
Danielle

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Hi Alexis 🙋‍♀️ Welcome to Susan's Place!  I have found that when I'm out and about, I own who I am.  I don't think that most care what others do as long as it doesn't interfere with their lives, which they are far more concerned with than yours.  I resolve to a mindset that I am a woman and be who I am.  If your wife is able to join you, it could diffuse awkward moments that you may feel you are in, by having someone to talk to.

Danielle, a dear friend of mine, has opened the door to knowledge, experiences, and some fun on the side.  Take a step into the links area and find some useful information, especially the red highlighted one.  A number of answers to often asked questions are there.

I'm glad your here....enjoy, learn and share 💁‍♀️ Jessica

Welcome and enjoy being here. Ask lots of questions and you will get more information than you can believe. This is a great group here so come often and enjoy.

Hi Alexis 

Welcome to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Hugs

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