Hi! I'm new here, but I've been stalking the forums for months without building up the courage to finally sign up. Part of it was fear of accepting myself, I guess, and part of it is fear that my parents will find out. They'd freak. But today I finally took a leap that I've been thinking about for years and I guess i wanted to get it off of my chest (haha  ). Completely against my parents knowledge and consent o bought a binder and shipped it to my friend's house. It came today. And oh my god, I just about cried when I put it on. It was the best feeling! I've always been a little confused about my gender and who I am. Honestly, I still don't totally know. But seeing myself in that binder made it so clear to me that I'm definitely more masc leaning than feminine. Honestly I just wanted to type this somewhere. It's not really something I can talk about irl... But anyway! I'm glad to be here and glad to finally have a binder (:

Hello SiriusOrion, I see that you are new here and may have questions and concerns, this is the right place for you to be to find out what others have done that may have been in your circumstances. 
Be aware that there are lots of members here that can identify with the issues that you brought up in your introduction posting. 

WELCOME to Susan's Place.  You will find this a safe and friendly place to share with others about your transition and to read about others transitions and their trials, tribulations, and successes in their transition journey. 
It is nice that you have signed up so you can share with others and involve yourself with some give and take with other members.
When frustrated or if you have a successful moment in your journey you can share it here if you wish and receive support from others and offer support to others. ....

***It's a very good chance that you might find that you will make some new friends here. 

Please come in and get involved at your own pace.  Be sure to look at the Links that I posted below, there is information about the site that will help you navigate around and best utilize the features here.
Again, Welcome.
Danielle


Here are some links to the site rules and stuff that all new members should be familiar with:

Site Terms of Service & Rules to Live By	Standard Terms & Definitions	Post Ranks (including when you can upload an avatar)	Cautionary Note
Reputation rules	News posting & quoting guidelines	Photo, avatars, & signature images policy	Membership Agreement

SiriusOrion: Oh an another thing... to let more members here know of your arrival and therefore you will receive more involvement in sharing information of interest to you with others.

Please go to the Introductions Forum to tell the members about yourself!

If you are one of our younger members, please go to the Youth Introductions Forum.

Again, Welcome to Susan's Place,
Danielle