A totally awesome day

krobinson103 · May 16, 2018, 02:47:20 PM

https://www.flickr.com/photos/142425753@N03/shares/dgYqcd

Okay... I guess its working. I don't remember me looking that that. Still don't think I see attractive but I don't see a man anymore.

Well... this photo has affected me a bit more than some others I see it and I see most of the person I held inside for so many years. I see me as I'm meant to be and its all a bit overwhelming. All the hardwork was worth it.

davina61 · May 16, 2018, 03:30:43 PM

Looking good there, well done on the weight . Wish I could get down but stuck on 14.10. want to be mid 12. Don't get to wear a dress or skirt much as work uniform is technician trousers and polo shirt/sweat shirt regardless of gender.Have day off tomorrow so will make up for it but of course its gone colder, leggings time!!

krobinson103 · May 16, 2018, 03:37:02 PM

Quote from: davina61 on May 16, 2018, 03:30:43 PM
Looking good there, well done on the weight . Wish I could get down but stuck on 14.10. want to be mid 12. Don't get to wear a dress or skirt much as work uniform is technician trousers and polo shirt/sweat shirt regardless of gender.Have day off tomorrow so will make up for it but of course its gone colder, leggings time!!

Thanks. Actually gained a bit since the medication change. Have to eat a bit more carefully and institute more exercise.

Donna · May 16, 2018, 07:24:29 PM

Looking good KR. Nice outfit and you wear it well. Sorry to hear about the weight gain, hope you can reverse it and get down to your ideal weight.

KathyLauren · May 16, 2018, 07:40:50 PM

Nice pic! I like the outfit. Gotta work on the smile, though!

And unclench those hands.

krobinson103 · May 16, 2018, 07:56:21 PM

Quote from: Donna on May 16, 2018, 07:24:29 PM
Looking good KR. Nice outfit and you wear it well. Sorry to hear about the weight gain, hope you can reverse it and get down to your ideal weight.

Not too worried to be honest. Anything under 97kg is ok with me. 93 would be nice but not compulsory.

krobinson103 · May 18, 2018, 01:01:16 PM

Week four on patches. Not sure the dose is quite enough to be honest. I have the feeling when the next blood tests are done we'll see lowish e numbers. I'll have to ask the doc to evaluate that next time.

ChrissyRyan · May 18, 2018, 01:23:59 PM

Nice photo (again!)

Chrissy

krobinson103 · May 18, 2018, 01:56:09 PM

Quote from: ChrissyRyan on May 18, 2018, 01:23:59 PM
Nice photo (again!)

Chrissy

Thanks. I'm getting there...

Still a bit of work to do. want to encourage a bit more breast growth and get my hips a bit narrower if I can. Also the facial hair is slowed but I still need to shave want that gone!

Donna · May 18, 2018, 05:00:01 PM

Quote from: krobinson103 on May 18, 2018, 01:01:16 PM
Week four on patches. Not sure the dose is quite enough to be honest. I have the feeling when the next blood tests are done we'll see lowish e numbers. I'll have to ask the doc to evaluate that next time.

I had blood work done 6 weeks ago for T and E, the lab screwed it up and didn't do any of the tests other than the T which was down. Now I have no idea again where my E is until I get more ablood work. Very irritating indeed.

Donna · May 18, 2018, 05:07:03 PM

Quote from: krobinson103 on May 16, 2018, 07:56:21 PM
Not too worried to be honest. Anything under 97kg is ok with me. 93 would be nice but not compulsory.

I hear you on that. I've reached a point I thought I would never see. I can't remember the last time I was this light, it's got to be close to twenty years. Hit 94.4kg this weekend and damn nothing is fitting and my wife noted my butt has disappeared. Damn flattened right out.

krobinson103 · May 20, 2018, 11:34:16 PM

Well some posts are positive and some aren't. Sadly this one isn't. After a few stormy days our marriage is over, and apart from waiting a year or so to get things stable divorce is certain. I knew it would likely end up this way but its sad that it has.

Still, I suspect its for the best in the long term.

christinej78 · May 21, 2018, 12:21:16 AM

Quote from: krobinson103 on May 20, 2018, 11:34:16 PM
Well some posts are positive and some aren't. Sadly this one isn't. After a few stormy days our marriage is over, and apart from waiting a year or so to get things stable divorce is certain. I knew it would likely end up this way but its sad that it has.

Still, I suspect its for the best in the long term.

Hi KR, 21 May 2018

Sorry things have had an unfortunate turn; been down that road twice, it's never easy. From your posts I know you have children, which I am sure makes it tougher. You have my condolences; hang in there and you will be ok. I've read a lot of your posts and you seem like a decent loving partner and parent. I wish there was something I could do, even as little as put my arms around you. Unfortunately they are way too short to make it to KIWI land. Take care of yourself, stay safe, God Bless.

Best Always,
Christine

Donna · May 21, 2018, 11:16:34 AM

Wow that is so sad to hear KR. I really hope thing will be amicable between you two or better yet patch it up if possible.
Really sending out big big hugs to you

krobinson103 · May 21, 2018, 02:29:56 PM

Thanks. I just found a support group / slash programme locally that might help with some of the issues. Unfortunately its streamed into men and women. I've emailed the organizers to see if having a trans women join would be an issue. Probably won't be, but I don't want to put anyone on the spot.

KathyLauren · May 21, 2018, 02:31:52 PM

Sorry to hear that you and your wife are splitting up. I know it was not a surprise, but it's sad nonetheless. I am glad that you see a positive result in the long run.

krobinson103 · May 22, 2018, 09:56:03 PM

Today was an interesting day. One of my colleagues said I was gorgeous and she wanted to know my secret - even liked my makeup and said it worked well.

Life is good.

Donna · May 22, 2018, 10:51:07 PM

That is an awesome reaffirmation for you. Hope your doing good and have lots more days like this

krobinson103 · May 23, 2018, 02:15:40 AM

Texted the organizer of the support group about a trans women attending yesterday and got... no reply. I don't think they are ready for something like that in our little town. I don't really need it, but it would have be nice to see some sort of reply. If nothing else it will get them thinking about how to deal with the issue in the future. I don't think I'll force the issue as its not a big one for me.

krobinson103 · May 23, 2018, 02:41:42 PM

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Gained a bit of weight but figure still keeps a changing in the right direction.

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