Hello,
This is a new profile for me having deleted my previous account. I just felt it was revealing too much about my "male self" and it diidnt "feel right".
So here I am again, with a new name of Siouxie...(slightly misspelled version of Siouxsie) of the Banshees (gorgeous woman!)
I'm 3 months with my true hormones inside my body. The testosterblo*dyrone is being suppressed and Im feeling better than ever.
My wife is amazing, we will be together forever! She loves my soul.
I'd like to talk about skin care routines, walking in heels, dealing with long time male friends (valued and loved)  when coming out.....how can I possibly go to the football (English version) again! understanding fear, it's not real, it's a projection into the future...a future that hasnt happened yet...finding ones true inner woman having spent a lifetime working hard at the art of "being male".....why why why.....just let go, it's toooo much hard work! I never got the "bloke jokes anyway"....these things amongst other things that a female mind questions when trying to just get by when others see you as male...
I look forward to finding me and discuusing life with you all
Siouxie 💋

Quote from: Siouxie on December 20, 2018, 01:26:31 PM
Hello,
This is a new profile for me having deleted my previous account. I just felt it was revealing too much about my "male self" and it diidnt "feel right".
So here I am again, with a new name of Siouxie...(slightly misspelled version of Siouxsie) of the Banshees (gorgeous woman!)
I'm 3 months with my true hormones inside my body. The testosterblo*dyrone is being suppressed and Im feeling better than ever.
My wife is amazing, we will be together forever! She loves my soul.
I'd like to talk about skin care routines, walking in heels, dealing with long time male friends (valued and loved)  when coming out.....how can I possibly go to the football (English version) again! understanding fear, it's not real, it's a projection into the future...a future that hasnt happened yet...finding ones true inner woman having spent a lifetime working hard at the art of "being male".....why why why.....just let go, it's toooo much hard work! I never got the "bloke jokes anyway"....these things amongst other things that a female mind questions when trying to just get by when others see you as male...
I look forward to finding me and discuusing life with you all
Siouxie 💋

@Siouxie
Dear Siouxie:
     I am so happy to read your interesting introduction posting. Certainly this part of your HRT journey can be a quite nervous and also a happy time for you.   As you post here on the forums you will be able to exchange thoughts and comments with others that are experiencing many of the same things.
     
     I see that you have re-joined Susan's Place and this is your very first posting with your new account here on the Forums.
I am most pleased that you had decided to come again to the Susan's Place site and the Forums.

    This is the right place for you to be to find out what others may have to say that may have been in your circumstances and with your questions and concerns.
    There are a lot of members here that will be able to identify with your situation as you continue to feel free to share it.

    I also want to warmly RE-WELCOME you to Susan's Place. 
You will find this a safe and friendly place to share with others and to read about others similar trials, tribulations, and successes.

    As you are certainly aware you can share with others and involve yourself with some give and take with other like-minded members.  When frustrated or if you have successes you can share it here if you wish and receive support from others and offer support to others. ....
     ***There is a very good chance that you might find that you will make some new like-minded friends here. 

    Please come in and continue to be involved at your own pace.
   
    There is information and important LINKS that I have included below.   You will find information about the site that will help you navigate around and best utilize the features here.   
Please look closely at the LINKS in RED, answers are there to many questions that new members ask.

Again, Welcome to Susan's Place.
Danielle

Here are some links to the site rules and stuff that all new members should be familiar with:
 

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Hi Siouxie 🙋‍♀️ Welcome to Susan's Place!  I'm Jessica.
I'm glad you've returned, sometimes one has to rethink things.
Your wife has a wonderful soul also.

I see that our lovely Northern Star*Girl @Alaskan Danielle has given you some links to reacquaint yourself with the site.  If you had forgotten anything, give them a look see, you won't regret it.

Hugs and smiles from a California girl


ps: Oof Danielle, you type fast!

Quote from: Siouxie on December 20, 2018, 01:26:31 PM
Hello,
This is a new profile for me having deleted my previous account. I just felt it was revealing too much about my "male self" and it diidnt "feel right".
So here I am again, with a new name of Siouxie...(slightly misspelled version of Siouxsie) of the Banshees (gorgeous woman!)
I'm 3 months with my true hormones inside my body. The testosterblo*dyrone is being suppressed and Im feeling better than ever.
My wife is amazing, we will be together forever! She loves my soul.
I'd like to talk about skin care routines, walking in heels, dealing with long time male friends (valued and loved)  when coming out.....how can I possibly go to the football (English version) again! understanding fear, it's not real, it's a projection into the future...a future that hasnt happened yet...finding ones true inner woman having spent a lifetime working hard at the art of "being male".....why why why.....just let go, it's toooo much hard work! I never got the "bloke jokes anyway"....these things amongst other things that a female mind questions when trying to just get by when others see you as male...
I look forward to finding me and discuusing life with you all
Siouxie [emoji182]

I would like to be one of the first to welcome you back it is understandable that sometimes we do tend to reveal too much of ourselves that we don't want but know that even though your previous post may have revealed too much of your past if you don't have a past you can't have a future as long as you are happy and your wife is happy then that's all you need but again welcome back

§§§§~~~~If you can't accept yourself, how can you expect others to accept you?~~~~§§§§

Hi Ladies, and thank you.
How lovely that you think my intro was interesting Danielle van der Alaska! I've driven coast to coast of north America but always dreamt of seeing the northern lights. How amazing to live in that part of our planet!
Jessica, thank you. I am ready. 🤪
I just cannot emphisise how much starting my HRT has helped. OMG! I'm in my 50's....."late starter" but better late than never. 😀
Sx

Welcome from a Thornton girl

Quote from: Arianna Valentine on December 20, 2018, 01:53:12 PM

§§§§~~~~If you can't accept yourself, how can you expect others to accept you?~~~~§§§§

Thank you Arianna.
I do accept me because I know now what I need to do.
Sx

Quote from: Siouxie on December 20, 2018, 02:40:54 PM
Thank you Arianna.
I do accept me because I know now what I need to do.
Sx

That is awesome and that is actually my signature and this is the second time that has been pointed out to me so I do believe I'm going to have to change my signature or get rid of it LOL

§§§§~~~~If you can't accept yourself, how can you expect others to accept you?~~~~§§§§

LOL,
So it is. I'd keep it as it is. I responded with positivity. It's good if it promotes a positive reaction and allows a person to ponder that thought for a moment.
Sx

Quote from: big kim on December 20, 2018, 02:09:05 PM
Welcome from a Thornton girl

Thanks hun 😎
Sx

Hi Siouxie 

Welcome back to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here again, join on in the fun

Siouxsie and the Banshees have long been one of my favs from that era   

Hugs

V M