Johann Pachelbel's Canon in D!  I love this music. 

If you like the Pachelbel Canon, you should listen to Winton Marsalis's version, played on the picolo trumpet.  The album is called Baroque Trumpet, and it is one of my fave's to have on the headphones during my electrolysis sessions.

I'll check it out, thanks!

Ok Quick update
Dad still in hospital, still visiting..
Long time family friend and sister in laws mother has passed on, everyone very sad
Im skint again
Looking forwards to the next UK meet up - need date confirming
AA injection (the one in the bum you can feel when you sit down afterwards) on Friday
My Patch (E) isn't available so diving into my stock - hope this isn't an effect of Brexit
Had first full on meeting with Directors (some new to company) today, a few looks but everyone listened when I talked and what I said provoked positive discussion and agreement (cool)
eerrrr. Dropped mobile and made a mess of it, so may have to try and get it repaired so I can retrieve photos.
Feeling extremely good in myself, lots more interaction and smiles and helpfulness from the girls at work (a lot in admin and they just fly through my stuff which I warmly thank them for - they are really accepting)
Keep getting told Im doing well and not letting the 'side' down at all. I still don't fully believe that.
One supplier (transphobic comment some time ago on a business meal) wants to take us all out for a meal again in Derby. He apologised via intermediary for comments he made in Manchester on a previous visit. I accepted them back through the intermediatory so as to save him face.. He owes me now - cool.

So Im OK and really starting to rev up now at work, but trying to play it a bit cool and not too political..

Anyway GN, up in 6 hours ... Morning routine still takes too long....

Luv n Hugz (Take care)

Katie

                                 

Sorry to hear of the death of your friend. 

Yikes I hope the Brexit deal doesn't affect your supplies of E!   

Feeling good about yourself is wonderful!  I'm certain the affirmation from the girls at work helps greatly.  At the Derby meal you'll get to see this suppliers real side, won't you.  Be nice!

I hope the phone is an inexpensive fix. Ouch!

Nice to see site up again, kudos to Susan as ever.
Im slumbering in bed so Gn all...

Quick sign off

L&H's

KJ

     

Get some rest!   


Chrissy

Katie

I posted Thursday afternoon 10th but my post must have gone astray and hence I will repeat.

Sorry to hear of your bereavement but on the other hand I am glad to see you are "revving up" at work.

I get my medication from Lloyds who could not get it from warehouse on Friday 4th but I went to Rowlands who had it at their supplier. I assume shortage must have been due to the pre Christmas rush.

As you say, it is wonderful that Susans' is up and running again.

Hugs

Pamela  xx

Hi - sorry not posting, I have been busy. Broke as usual for the end of Jan, but have had lovely meal at Tina's and she and her GF have invited me and another girl over next weekend for a meal, sounds lovely. Dont know the other girl though..
Have new issues with Dad as he now wont see me unless in presenting as 'dead name' so have told mum I cant see her at home again and as I bring my kids to see them (ex starting to see them as non-family) then they are excluding them visiting as well. Ive told her to let me know if they change their minds, but as father is a long time homophobic (he doesn't understand trans..) then its unlikely. I also highlighted that I am a signatory on their mortgage, and also have powers of attorney over them with my brothers, which could be interesting..as they cant revoke that. In my dead name though, but I have my deed poll to link it all up. Could get messy...

Anyway, I posted this in the 'before and after v4 subject (Grim photos so be warned..);


Hi everybody,
I did promise a 1 yr HRT photo comparison, so selected a few photos in timeline, so...


6 years ago, unhealthy, very overweight, angry, depressed and just not nice to be with. Life lost almost..



18 months ago, lost a load of weight, decision made and on non-prescribed meds.. about to start counselling



Out at home, wife aware of where I am, and in full sympathy bless her.



First time out to support group, under counselling, talking with Gender specialists, looking forward to controlled medication, getting in control



6 months HRT, living alone but starting to be me



Me last few months of 2018



6 weeks full time at work and inhibitions all but gone.
I have to go - shopping to do.

Take care

Luv n Hugz

Katie

     

(I dont think I'm too bad for 56... loving it all)

Oh, forgot to say, I am starting to get the door held open for me at work, more ladies talking with me and wanting to help, Wow..
I still give no quarter with regards to work stuff, infact Im more astute and contributing more I can feel. Less crap in my head I suppose.
Loving it

Take care
Luv n Hugx
Katie

   

Katie, wow!  What an amazing change and accomplishments.  Now maybe you will believe me when I say you are an inspiration.

Quote from: Kendra on January 27, 2019, 11:28:59 AM
Katie, wow!  What an amazing change and accomplishments.  Now maybe you will believe me when I say you are an inspiration.

Thank you dear friend. Coming from you that feels an accolade certainly, thanks. Anyway Im not finished yet, the journey goes on and still loving it all.

Ill probably remove the before pics soon, don't what that reminder around, Im not looking back at all.

I need to sort a visit to Marbella this year I think. That would be good. Reminds me  - I need to get my passport fixed.

Take care
Luv n Hugz

Katie

   

@Katie Jade
I loved reading your recent good news updates and all viewing of those beautiful photos of yourself.
I am so very happy for you and am always wishing you the best.

Your coming out at your work went so very well.  With your secret revealed you can live so much more freely.    😉 😊 ENJOY

I WILL BE EAGERLY LOOKING FOR YOUR FUTURE POSTS.

HUGS,
Danielle

Quote from: pamelatransuk on January 15, 2019, 03:59:07 AM
Katie

I get my medication from Lloyds who could not get it from warehouse on Friday 4th but I went to Rowlands who had it at their supplier. I assume shortage must have been due to the pre Christmas rush.

Hugs

Pamela  xx

Katie

I am surprised that again Lloyds Pharmacy are unable to obtain E patches from warehouse meaning the shortage is more long term that just "post Christmas". Once again I have obtained from Rowlands.

I hope you have no problems with securing your E patches this week.

Hugs

Pamela  xx

Quote from: pamelatransuk on January 29, 2019, 04:46:39 AM
I hope you have no problems with securing your E patches this week.
Pamela  xx

Dear Pamela, no problem with getting patches at all now. thanks for asking.

Anyway just a quick note as depending what happens I may not be at my computer for a day or longer. Father has had a seizure probably from ever exerting himself after surgery because he broke his leg (femur) tripping over a dog just after Xmas lunch, did I mention that. Well he's in hospital so I'm picking up a few things and flying over to Macclesfield to see if I can see him for a minute. Weather may be bad going 'over the top' though. Nothing compared to Alaska (re Danielle's posts on weather..) though or the states. So wish me luck, as Im sure you've read his thoughts on my transition from other posts...
Take care
Luv n Hugz

Katie

(feeling a bit glum..)
   

Take care, pack a flask and food!!!!! Hope your dads recovering, HUGS XXXX

Quote from: Katie Jade on January 29, 2019, 11:55:24 AM
Dear Pamela, no problem with getting patches at all now. thanks for asking.

Anyway just a quick note as depending what happens I may not be at my computer for a day or longer. Father has had a seizure probably from ever exerting himself after surgery because he broke his leg (femur) tripping over a dog just after Xmas lunch, did I mention that. Well he's in hospital so I'm picking up a few things and flying over to Macclesfield to see if I can see him for a minute. Weather may be bad going 'over the top' though. Nothing compared to Alaska (re Danielle's posts on weather..) though or the states. So wish me luck, as Im sure you've read his thoughts on my transition from other posts...
Take care
Luv n Hugz

Katie

(feeling a bit glum..)
   

@Katie Jade
My dear Katie:
Travel safe as you go to visit your Dad.  I hope and pray that he will fully recover.   My thoughts are with you and hoping that you can experience good conversation with him as he is recovering.

No matter what has been said in the past, this is a time to put all of that to the side as you sit by his bedside at the hospital.

This is why I tell my transitioning friends that are having difficulties, especially with loved ones and family,  to never speak or reply in anger, don't argue, and don't say words that will be regretted later... words spoken can never be taken back.   One's Dad will always be their Dad...  so it is very important to always visit and converse with love and the respect than any parent deserves even if he is still not accepting of their child's transition.   
Sometimes easier said than done for sure.

Many HUGS and well wishes.   Again, travel safe.
Danielle

Hi
Well 3 1/2 hour round trip, the return coming from Leek to Ashbourne was a bit dicey, lost traction a few times so took it slow. Saw dad for 5 mins, he was somewhat sedated so no exchanges. Not much said with family though as I was as I am, respect works both ways, but in jeans and a neutral top. Still I suppose the earrings and makeup didn't help. Whatever that wasn't my concern. So he's stable and should be OK. looking forward to a good nights sleep, hopefully.

Take care
Luv n Hugz

Katie
     

Quote from: Katie Jade on January 29, 2019, 04:49:32 PM
Hi
Well 3 1/2 hour round trip, the return coming from Leek to Ashbourne was a bit dicey, lost traction a few times so took it slow. Saw dad for 5 mins, he was somewhat sedated so no exchanges. Not much said with family though as I was as I am, respect works both ways, but in jeans and a neutral top. Still I suppose the earrings and makeup didn't help. Whatever that wasn't my concern. So he's stable and should be OK. looking forward to a good nights sleep, hopefully.

Take care
Luv n Hugz

Katie
     

@Katie Jade
Dear Katie Jade:
Thank you so very much for sharing your update about your visit with your Dad in the hospital... even though you didn't mention his condition during your visit other than him being sedated, I am hoping, trusting and praying that he will have a good recovery.
 
I am so very glad you were able to make the trip to see him and other family members on such short notice.... and that you drove safely and kept yourself safe even in the bad winter road conditions.

Yes indeed, after your grueling day of travel and tense emotions, you definitely need some good rest tonight.

Please keep us updated, but only as you are able and willing to share.
In addition to my prayers my thoughts are with you.   I put your name on my prayer list for tonight and tomorrow morning.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle

Katie

I am thinking about both you and your dad at this time.

I wish your dad a full recovery and I hope any disagreement about your transition diminishes and you gain acceptance from both your parents.

I know you need the hugs today. Hugs

Pamela  xxxx