Quote from: ChrissyRyan on May 19, 2019, 02:52:19 PM
Linde,
Sometimes I think about what breast size and if it matters a lot or not, at least after you finally have noticeable breasts. In the end, it is a personal preference. No matter what the size of our breasts are, we are still are women, many whom are thoughtful and feminine in thinking and to differing degrees in appearance.
I sometimes wonder if my occasional thought of having larger breasts is really manifested from a desire to be warmly accepted as a woman by all, as by having breasts, well, that is part of being a woman, why should not I be accepted by all? But in the end, that is faulty, incomplete thinking. Acceptance is about much more than that. And some acceptance may never occur, it is beyond our control.
But breasts are part of being a woman, and I like mine, they are affirming. It is nice to have a more feminine body over time, that makes me feel so good. I ask myself why I was not born with the right body actually much more often than would it be nice than if I had bigger breasts. If I was born with the right body then nature would have given me the body I should have developed naturally and I would have had the opportunity to fit in naturally in society all my life. I am a misfit of sorts now!
If I ever grow beyond Bs that will be interesting for sure but I try to simply be grateful with what I have, and take each day as it comes. I do admit that I have tried to make my breasts look bigger and sometimes the look is appealing in some outfits. But as they now are, they are noticeable. So I am thankful for that.
Have a wonderful day.
Hugs,
Chrissy
Well Chrissy, I was partially born with the right body that was made wrong surgically, but kind of stayed very female like. And my breasts were kind of a B already long before I started, or even know about HRT. I was hoping that starting HRT would give those babies a little boost (my mother and my sister were at least a D), and make a C out of them. That seems not to work that way, even not after the orchi. My boobs are the only parameter I have to measure the effect of estrogen on my body (because I had no secondary male sex characteristics), and those girls did not grow any faster than they did prior to HRT.
I am accepted in my environment, and I have the feeling that most of my friends forget that I am not a cis woman, because I have to remind them once in a while that my body functions a little different than theirs, but that is it.
Yes, I feel OK with my B sized breasts, because they are mine, all home grown, but I would not mind to have C cups, because some clothing looks, as you said, simply better with a little more fill in the front.
I will see how it goes, I never ever even dream about of any implants that is simply not me!
I wish you good luck for a growth spurt of your girls, and stand by to hope for mine!
Hugs
Linde