I don't need to add advice, opinion, suggestion, pretty much nothin'   

All I have to say is WAY TO GO KIRSTEN !!!!    

Doing that took some guts and that's what I am talkin about.  YAY.

So proud of you.  And look at the load that is off your mind.  This stuff is so much easier once you just do it.

Quote from: Alice V on May 02, 2019, 06:50:16 PM
Such a great news
Congrats with acceptance in your team. It means a lot.

Thank you so much Alice V.

Quote from: KimOct on May 02, 2019, 08:25:44 PM
I don't need to add advice, opinion, suggestion, pretty much nothin'   

All I have to say is WAY TO GO KIRSTEN !!!!    

Doing that took some guts and that's what I am talkin about.  YAY.

So proud of you.  And look at the load that is off your mind.  This stuff is so much easier once you just do it.

2019 is much better than the train wreck of 2016.  2016 the timing was wrong. Now I want to grow organically into my female self. Its happening and I love it.

Thanks again Kim you rock !

Quote from: Kirsteneklund7 on May 02, 2019, 11:19:07 PM
2019 is much better than the train wreck of 2016.  2016 the timing was wrong. Now I want to grow organically into my female self. Its happening and I love it.

Thanks again Kim you rock !

And you will do it, and everything will fall into place!  You have the drive, the determination and the energy to do it right!

You will do it!
Linde

Quote from: Dietlind on May 03, 2019, 12:59:36 AM
And you will do it, and everything will fall into place!  You have the drive, the determination and the energy to do it right!

You will do it!
Linde

Youre a sweetheart Linde !

Thank you!


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Kirsten what a great description "Now I want to grow organically into my female self. Its happening and I love it."  That is exactly how I feel!

Hugs,

Emma

Quote from: Emma1017 on May 03, 2019, 06:49:40 AM
Kirsten what a great description "Now I want to grow organically into my female self. Its happening and I love it."  That is exactly how I feel!

Hugs,

Emma

And you will do it, too!  All I read about in your story here (I am not one of your docs, Kim or Moni), indicates that you know what you are doing and just tag along.  The day that you will have it done, seems not to be that far away.

You will be a woman in the near future!
Hugs
Linde

Ahh Linde thanks.  That made me feel good!  Hugs, Emma

Congratulations on the positive reaction from your boss.  Its been so long since I worked at a place with an HR department or (ugh) worked in a cube with that constant ringing of someone's phone.   Anyway its long past you post about going on off and on HRT and how estrogen was right.  All I want to say is that this is my experience.  I tried bailing out and doing so felt horrible.  I don't know what to say about outward presentation and such.  I just don't think I'm able to pull that off.  Maybe I'm just putting a chair on the fence and getting comfortable. Anyway I wanted to say congrats and enjoy reading your thread here.

Quote from: Emma1017 on May 03, 2019, 06:49:40 AM
Kirsten what a great description "Now I want to grow organically into my female self. Its happening and I love it."  That is exactly how I feel!

Hugs,

Emma

Always great to hear from you Emma. Glad to see your femininity is ticking along as well.

Big Yobbo hugs, Kirsten.

Yobbo LOL.  Never been to Australia but I love them already. 

Quote from: KimOct on May 04, 2019, 11:05:57 PM
Yobbo LOL.  Never been to Australia but I love them already. 

25 million of em' and all weird!

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I heard if every kangaroo in Australia will attack all people there, every australian will have to fight against 14 kangaroo.

Quote from: Alice V on May 05, 2019, 03:38:52 AM
I heard if every kangaroo in Australia will attack all people there, every australian will have to fight against 14 kangaroo.

True and the marsupials are good fighters too!

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Hi again to everyone on Susans,

                                               Today a number of issues came to a head. Issues that are a fallout from my gender expression.

  I was asked to leave today by my wife. I have kept none of my trans issue a secret from her and this has resulted in a final confrontation that means if I spend money on transition & dress as a woman I must leave.

I have had a strict limited budget for clothes, cosmetics, electrolysis, but the issue is bigger than just money.

Tonight is my first night away from home. I knew this would probably happen in the end. I cant apologize and stop acting as a girl, - if I do I will probably die.

I have people I can call if I fall into a hole. I must keep my head up for the sake of my sons.

This is the real cost of transition and it really does hurt. I would give transition away if I could but I can't. I was hoping for family life AND be able to transition but it is not to be.


   Yours truly,  Kirsten.

 

Quote from: Kirsteneklund7 on May 26, 2019, 09:44:20 PM
Hi again to everyone on Susans,

                                               Today a number of issues came to a head. Issues that are a fallout from my gender expression.

  I was asked to leave today by my wife. I have kept none of my trans issue a secret from her and this has resulted in a final confrontation that means if I spend money on transition & dress as a woman I must leave.

I have had a strict limited budget for clothes, cosmetics, electrolysis, but the issue is bigger than just money.

Tonight is my first night away from home. I knew this would probably happen in the end. I cant apologize and stop acting as a girl, - if I do I will probably die.

I have people I can call if I fall into a hole. I must keep my head up for the sake of my sons.

This is the real cost of transition and it really does hurt. I would give transition away if I could but I can't. I was hoping for family life AND be able to transition but it is not to be.


   Yours truly,  Kirsten.

Kirsten, I feel with you, I know how it hurts.  I was in a similar situation many years ago!  Luckily, our son was already an adult, and he accepted me.  Sometimes, the cost of transition is very high, but what else can one do?  Now, many years later, my ex and I are pretty good girlfriends, but that took a while.  It was hard for her to get over it that I was not the man anymore she was so deeply in love with and who she married!
I am now a pretty happy woman, because time heals all wounds!
I wish you the best, and hope you can stay strong, and continue to live the life that seems to be charted out for you!

Many hugs and lots of love
Linde

Quote from: Linde on May 26, 2019, 09:53:55 PM
Kirsten, I feel with you, I know how it hurts.  I was in a similar situation many years ago!  Luckily, our son was already an adult, and he accepted me.  Sometimes, the cost of transition is very high, but what else can one do?  Now, many years later, my ex and I are pretty good girlfriends, but that took a while.  It was hard for her to get over it that I was not the man anymore she was so deeply in love with and who she married!
I am now a pretty happy woman, because time heals all wounds!
I wish you the best, and hope you can stay strong, and continue to live the life that seems to be charted out for you!

Many hugs and lots of love
Linde

Thank you Linde, you really are a friend. I will probably go to ground for a while now.

I appreciate everyone's input but I will be too sad to reply for a while.

Kind regards, Kirsten.

Quote from: Kirsteneklund7 on May 26, 2019, 10:03:19 PM

Thank you Linde, you really are a friend. I will probably go to ground for a while now.

I appreciate everyone's input but I will be too sad to reply for a while.

Kind regards, Kirsten.

Just don't go to deep. You have come this far. It is who you are. It's what you had always prayed for. Things will get better, you will feel better just keep focused on what you will become. Where this changes a lot, it will also give you freedom to be more yourself than ever before. Relationships can always improve in time. I wish you the best, I wish you love and a big hug. I'm sure you need one. Please know people are praying for you and care.

Oh no Kirsten I'm so sorry to hear about your troubles. My heart is breaking for you. I hope you know that you have a whole bunch of friends here who are pulling for you. I've enjoyed our interactions and look forward to many more when you come back to us.

Hang in there hun things will eventually get better...I promise,

xoxo

Lexxi

Life is not always kind, do take care of yourself Kirsten

Cynthia