I started my transition in December of last year, with no plan (dumb move). I had worked at it step by step, starting with simply carrying a purse and progressing to the point where I didn't feel comfortable unless I was dressed and made up as femininely as posibile, in age apropriate skirts or dresses and heels etc.

The other day I was running errands for a friend of mine, after doing some yard work for her. I was wearing a sleevless t-shirt, bib overalls and work boots and had me face done with light make-up. I have fairly large arms and hands and have a pegasus tatoo on my right bicep, so I knew I was going to be read, while in town. At this point, I'm pretty secure in who I am and sure of the path that I'm on, so this propect didn't really bother me.

During the coarse of the errands, I had to return some mechandise, with no reciept. To get an in store credit, I had to show the girl my I.D.. I have not had the picture, which resembles a smaller version of Stone Cold Steve Austin, retaken yet. I handed it to the girl and she said "No, Maam I need to see YOUR I.D." I smiled and said "Sweetie that is my I.D., I'm just wearing my hair and make-up a little different than when that picture was taken." She looked back at the I.D. and then again to me and said "Oh, ok." and continued on with the transaction like it was no big deal.

Before this experience, I had it in my mind that to PASS I had to cover my arms and dress super femmy. Now I realize that even though I LOVE being a "primpy girl", as my GG friend says, it is not nesassary to do so, to function in the work a day world. I also think that it helps in passing that I carry myself with dignity and confidence and I believe a smile goes a long way too.           

That's a great story, Heather. And yep, goes to show that there are many different looks for women and they're all still women. That must've made you feel really good.

Oh, and welcome to the forums, feel free to post an intro when you're ready

Dennis

Congrats!

For various reasons I have to attempt to do boy every so often.  I fail everytime but at least I get entertainment value out of it. 

I think the secret to passing is having confidence that you are female.  This expression of confindence makes a person seem natural.  I you are nervous, people can easily see this nervousness and take a harder look at you to see why you are nervous.  That is when are are read as being male.  Having confindence and just having few gender cues helps people see that you are female.

Bryanne

Perhaps that's one reason I pass well.  Also, I feel that if somebody does read me, what does it matter?  I'm doing this for myself.  I have spotted other TS just for the reason you mentioned.  Their "odd" behavior made me examine them closer.

Melissa

Sometimes when we dress to pretty or "primpy girl" thats what gets us "clocked" or makes us unpassable.

when I was younger (during my drag queen stage) - my label!
I had a habit of wearing heels to the laundromat...Big mistake in my area that just drew too much attention to myself and i didn't even realize it to a friends said next to you go to hte laundromat look to see what the other women are wearing then you'll see why your drawing attention and people are "Clocking" you.
She also made me realize that women...biological GG Women... come in all sizes and shapes including women with fairly large arms and more facial hair then my brother!!! Which led me to the conclusion (mines soley) that Passing is like 90% personna and demenor.
So that why I am a strictly fitted jeans and girley sneaker type of chic now!

Dressing down for success
Chynna

The only time I really dress up now if for church.  At least it's appropriate.

Melissa

How you carry yourself has to do a lot on how well you pass in public.  I know that when we begin transition, we get carried away with the mannerisms, the makeup, the shoes, the clothes, the purses, etc, etc, etc.

Just be as natural as you can be and you'll pass wonderfully.

tinkerbell

I still like clothes and all that, but it's not the important thing anymore.  I do pass well, but that's because I know without a doubt that I am a woman.  I also know tht I appear female to others.  I don't feel bad about doing anything that any other woman does.  So, I think my attitude translates into me acting naturally and I pass well as a result.

Melissa

Since I live as a man, I don't get that much of a chance to go out as a woman.  But when I do, I try to look natural.  I recently took a trip for business and when I was on my own time, I was completely female.  But not overly made up.  One day I wore capri pants and a nice top with sandles. My toes were painted and I had make up on etc., but I looked like any other girl.  But I had confidence.  One thing I need to loose is my gut, which I think isn't too feminine.  One other evening, I wore a knee length jean skirt and a nice top with Flip flops.  All I had under my skirt was panties on, but I felt confident.  I even ate in the food court, with guys not too far away were they could easily look up my skirt.  Well, I found out it takes some not normally used muscles to keep your legs together.  My point is I need not feel there was a vibe of there is a guy wearing a skirt.  I need to loose weight, but there are girls that are bigger etc.

Bryanne

Quote from: Melissa on June 18, 2006, 10:16:51 PM
Perhaps that's one reason I pass well.  Also, I feel that if somebody does read me, what does it matter?  I'm doing this for myself.  I have spotted other TS just for the reason you mentioned.  Their "odd" behavior made me examine them closer.

Melissa

Posted at: June 22, 2006, 06:07:24 PM

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Quote from: Melissa on June 20, 2006, 10:48:57 PM
I still like clothes and all that, but it's not the important thing anymore.  I do pass well, but that's because I know without a doubt that I am a woman.  I also know tht I appear female to others.  I don't feel bad about doing anything that any other woman does.  So, I think my attitude translates into me acting naturally and I pass well as a result.

Melissa

why you say you pass well in every mesage (you sound unsure of how well you pass).  to me, you don't pass at all.  sorry.

Hi Tania.  That photo is starting to get a little dated (almost 2 months ago) and the HRT has changed my face a lot since then.  As you can see the posts you quoted were within the past week.

Quoteyou sound unsure of how well you pass

I used to be.  I was surprised I was passing at all.  However, whether I pass or not is unimportant.  I am doing this for myself.

Why don't you post an intro in the introductions section?

Melissa

Quote from: Melissa on June 22, 2006, 08:24:28 PM
HRT has changed my face a lot since then.  I was surprised I was passing at all.  However, whether I pass or not is unimportant.

Melissa

hormone don't change face never.  passing, passing, passing...again, again, again, but again you contradict what you say,  If passing not important, why you talk about that?  no my business but passing is no everything.  sorry for comments but i dont understand.

Quote from: Tania on June 22, 2006, 10:04:50 PM
hormone don't change face never. 

I have to differ with this statement.  Blocking the androgen receptors and taking estrogen in some form does cause fat to distribute in different places.  Maybe little on one and alot on another, but it does happen.

Leigh





Posted at: June 22, 2006, 08:21:55 PM

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Quote from: Tania on June 22, 2006, 06:07:42 PM



Posted at: June 22, 2006, 06:07:24 PM

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why you say you pass well in every mesage (you sound unsure of how well you pass).  to me, you don't pass at all.  sorry.

I hate to burst your bubble but that is an opinion of one.  I have met Melissa, you haven't and from seeing more people who are transitioning than I care to thnk about-she looks dam fine especially this early in transition.

Interesting reading, the rules that is.  10. Bashing or flaming of any individual is not acceptable behavior on this web site and will not be tolerated in the slightest for any reason.

Leigh

Quote from: Tania on June 22, 2006, 10:04:50 PM
If passing not important, why you talk about that? 

Um, look at the title of this thread.  :icon_rolleyes:

Melissa

One more thing about passing.  It's kind of hard to ignore when you're out with your two kids and women start talking with you and asking if you are the mother, and you're out in male clothes with no makeup and stubble on your face and trying to look male.  Also getting ma'amed almost every time.  My new therapist thought I was genetic female, before I introduced myself.  And Leigh also only saw me with my male look.  These are facts that have happened a lot recently and not just my opinion.  I am not even counting wearing makeup or female clothes, since that is too easy.

Melissa

Quote from: Tania on June 22, 2006, 06:07:42 PM



Posted at: June 22, 2006, 06:07:24 PM

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why you say you pass well in every mesage (you sound unsure of how well you pass).  to me, you don't pass at all.  sorry.

Quote from: Tania on June 22, 2006, 10:04:50 PM
hormone don't change face never.  passing, passing, passing...again, again, again, but again you contradict what you say,  If passing not important, why you talk about that?  no my business but passing is no everything.  sorry for comments but i dont understand.

Tania,
This is not the place for cattiness, and whether or not you feel Melissa passes (which I feel she does),she carries herself like a lady, which is more than I can say for you.
You could use a course in etiquette and a course in English grammar wouldn't hurt either.
I wish you luck in your studies.

Nero

Tiana:
HARSH. Ditto to Nero's comments. 

Quote from: Tania on June 22, 2006, 06:07:42 PM



Posted at: June 22, 2006, 06:07:24 PM

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why you say you pass well in every mesage (you sound unsure of how well you pass).  to me, you don't pass at all.  sorry.

melissa says she passes well in every message because she does, and she has the confidence in herself to know that she does and express it accordingly. i don't know what would drive you to post that, melissa is a very beautiful woman. i was also very curious about your post since you don't even have a picture posted. insecure maybe? jealous? or just not passing yourself?

susans is a place for support and encouragement. each and everyone of us gets enough flak from the outside/ those that can't and never will understand. i deem this to be a safe place to ask questions and get feedback and maybe even constructive critism from time to time. this is how one learns and grows.

cut the catty crap!

NERO,
i couldn't have said it better myself.

-tino-

Quote from: Tania on June 22, 2006, 10:04:50 PM
hormone don't change face never.  passing, passing, passing...again, again, again, but again you contradict what you say,  If passing not important, why you talk about that?  no my business but passing is no everything.  sorry for comments but i dont understand.

Sorry everyone...... you know I have this way of seeing things and I just wanted to say to all who took offense to her post that if you carefully read it "out loud" like i did the second time and you may pick-up on a few things hidden in this persons post & you may get a better understanding of the person Tania...

Pay close attention to the last two lines where she at least tried to be courtesy and apologenic after being and I agree with all "somewhat rude" for her post. I know its a fustrating thing when a person insults another person and then tries to clean it up or apologize for it.
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Of cousres there are just rude people in the world and then you have those who have a difficultie in expressing thereselves in words and simply cannot elegantly state there thoughts like so many of us here can and inadvertantly  come off seeming rude or abrassive. which may or may not be the case in her point.
It could be she as a serious issue or complex in herself with passing and she got extremely upset by the thread
It could be that she saw Melissa as someone who "had it all together" and she got a little jealous.
Or I could be simply trying to make excuses for her or protect her because that is a character flaw I myself have
I try myself not to be jugdementall to anyone (even though I sometimes am) so I was trying to be objective and give the girl the benifit of the doubt at first.

I just want to throw my thoughts and opinion in on the manner..Hence trying to reach that dollar by contributing my 2 cents.

JUST A THOUGHT


Seeing two sides to every coin
Chynna