I never felt like male, i know god mess up my life, Gender and other stuff it just seen like i never get to be wat i want a female instant of pitiful male body

Slow down, dear. What are you trying to say?

Relax. Nothing is pitiful about your male body, just as nothing is pitiful about my female body. We just want to be different, is all. Your body is your temple. But it just isn't in the right form. That can change, Alexis. Have a little hope.