Hi Lane ( nice name btw ^^)
I have really scoured thru your posts and can identify with your stories...only in my case its the reverse!

I feel like I am and should have been a woman...but at the same time I really enjoy my penis aswell..I wouldnt want to miss it! Furthermore I can be quite a maleish sleezebag when it comes to cleaning the house ^^
But for the most I feel like Im a gal.....and thats why I secretly and shamefully like the looks of some ->-bleeped-<-s...too bad its such a term related to pornopgraphy but when I look at pictures I think '" Omg..I feel like that!" I dont think I really have sent the message to my gendertherapist in Amsterdam before she cancelled my appointments , because I was unsure, not a transsexual and not willing to take surgery
Even though I want bigger hips and some small-sized cup breasts
Its really annoying and it pissed me off so much!

Oh well..its really something I will tell a future girlfriend about when I get near a relationship
This summer I was on vacation with a group and a lesbian girl fell in love with me...so obviously I have some sort of radiation....sadly my male body made it for us both difficult to continue the affair into something larger.
I just really want to say to you.....I already like you tons and your not the only one feeling like this ( even though I am "male")!

Vincent