Sorry for the title but Im just as much confused 

So, wel all know that Mr(s) Veetje liked girls and only a a handful of boys( haha)..and some might even read my story about a lesbian girl I met this summer on vacation. A real dyke (thats what she called herself..and I agree^^) , she emitted something androgynous and well, that was interesting...we had a lot of fun together, and well..she fell in love with me, the first boy evah(!) she fell with. I was sooo flattered that I started to develop feelings as well  .

Its now 1 month ago and it didnt work out between for us: she felt too much of a dyke to continue with her feelings for me and she had a relationship. And me becoming a huge bowl of insecurity wasnt helping either...so we left it as friends

But I started a new chapter of discovering and overthinking my sexuality; I used to think I was only into rather feminine looking women with long black hair, and a few dark haired men

But I feel like Im somewhat shifting in what I desire    I REALLY REALLY enjoy the presence of the FTM Guys on this forum, so much that I would like to kiss a few ( Ill admit, theres people like Elwood that I really adore *blush*)
I cant exactly place why it is....Im a feminine/androgynous looking and acting male without the wish to remove my peepee since I like the sexual pleasure...and somehow I desire a masculine girl who doesnt want her thingie changed ( or does want it changed, I wouldnt mind)

A variation of "straight" and "gay" sex shifts thru my head when I fantasize about being with someone like that

I havent told anyone about this yes since its really something I have been thinking about since a month, and its getting intenser

Am I becoming weirder and weirder?  >

i guess that in a world with more sexual opportunities, you're seeing more.

Quote from: Veetje on September 06, 2008, 02:54:24 PM
Am I becoming weirder and weirder?  >

Yeah, ya freak!    Just kidding!   

I'd say that everyone has their own tastes.  Plus, it's a positive on both sides.  There might be a masculine girl/ftm/female bodied androgyne who wants someone just like you!    Besides, it's better to know what you like!

i kindof know what you mean.  i enjoy the masculine girl thing sometimes.  i find myself falling for lesbians. >_<

Maybe a butch mtF, soft or otherwise, would be interesting to ya?

Is that a proposition? 

Quote from: Nicky on September 07, 2008, 09:50:44 PM
Is that a proposition? 

Now, Now...  don't go reading anything into what I post...that's not allowed.

I'm attracted to the female form but not to people who are overly feminine I just feel envious of them I went to a ball with a good friend whom I'm attracted to by the end of the night I was wishing I could try on her dress it was the first time she looked very fem but it was ok because she didn't act any different.  It was also at a time when I wasn't sure why I was weird or why i liked fem clothes.

Quote from: Kara Lee on September 08, 2008, 05:26:20 PM
Now, Now...  don't go reading anything into what I post...that's not allowed.

It was worth a try 

I think I know what you mean. I identify as pansexual, but I have a thing for FtM guys, girly/androgynous looking guys, but also girls who look like they could be androgynous guys. Mentally I feel kinda "gay" no matter what gender I like. Maybe because being an androgyne makes it so that there's no actual opposite. It just makes it slightly odd when I want to physically look like an androgynous guy, but I also want to date an androgynous guy, who are often straight.

Gay sex is when you do it with a smile on your face. Otherwise, there is no such thing. There is only sex and sexuality. Forget all the words and follow your fun loving parts wherever they may take you. Unless it's a family member.  In that case, you may need to whip your fun lovers.

Quote from: Rebis on September 24, 2008, 11:35:32 AM

Gay sex is when you do it with a smile on your face. Otherwise, there is no such thing. There is only sex and sexuality. Forget all the words and follow your fun loving parts wherever they may take you. Unless it's a family member.  In that case, you may need to whip your fun lovers.

Wow.  I love you, Reb.   

You may want to whip your fun lovers anyway.

It is the only way I can get out of bed in the morning 

Oh dear, it took me *ages* to figure out what that meant! Jaimey's right, Rebis, you do have a unique way with words.

I am the queen of wording.

and, I will have all of your heads!

funny, i once knew a queen from worthing.

where'd you leave the body?





[that's a joke]

Quote from: Rebis on September 29, 2008, 11:13:51 AM
and, I will have all of your heads!

But how will you keep them fresh?

I'll use that thing where you plastic wrap, remove all the air, then hermetically seal the bag.