Quote from: glendagladwitch on October 17, 2008, 09:26:56 PM
Quote from: Kimberly on October 17, 2008, 09:53:55 AM
If you wish another perspective, do (generic) you coddle a child every time they fall? Do you (again generic) rush to their side every time they cry?
If I had the power to make the world into a place where no child ever fell or felt like crying, I would do it. If there is a god with that kind of power, it's not doing anything but torturing us. And if it does not have that kind of power, why should I worship it?
I respect that point of view deeply, I truly do. It is also a frame of mind I shared previously, an indeed some of my vocalization of such thoughts can still be found here as far as I know. Yet, somewhere in transition I resolved to throw away all of the façades, all of the lies all of the crap that life had accumulated. I wanted rock bottom truth.
*shrug* I ended up with a different perspective, among other things. Technically, I had to inch closer to "truth" because 1. It is too complicated for this context. An 2. it hurts like hell. Actually, no, hell didn't hurt. ... My truth is my own but I will say it has involved a lot of tears.
I fear I really can't, or rather am not willing, to say much else in public. (I invite PMs if it is wanted. Perhaps I would speak frankly.) I will say this however, yes it seems horrid on the surface but what is and what appears tends to differ, and I would suppose that we here should well understand that point, that appearances are deceiving that matter. But while I do not profess to know the why of every event, I will say what I know of the being oft called "GOD" says that "he" is worthy of the love I have for "him", an really, quite a lot more.
Just to note, I do not think worship is what is wanted. Just believe in something, that seems to be what is wanted.
If it helps, I do not think it is as bad as it looks.
*curtsy*Namaste.