When I turned 30 I thought "I'm getting so old", especially since I had not yet undergone therapy or anything. I kept thinking it will soon be too late. At 40 I had the same thoughts to some extent, but then told myself that 40 isn't really so old. At 50, I thought the same thing, I still have time to live my life as I should. At 55 I'm wondering if it will ever happen. I'm happy for you for getting your start now. Good luck!