I probably come off to you as a depressed person who is never happy but..lol sometimes I am .....er happy? i guess........anyways i love talking to my bf online..he has some problems like me so i dont know how that is gunna work out but he is funny and sweet i really like him ....ugh i havent been eating much like 800 or less cals a day i know its not healthy but i really cant handle more than that or i would probably get really emotional or purge so my dad i brought this magazine to work on my poem for english and hes like whats that then i say its for an english assignment ......then later on hes like you know you could be a model......and that was kind of weird like i am out to him but i dont think anyone really gets it .....except for my brother i guess ill just wait to deal with that till im 18 lol cause i dont really know what to do about it now because if i dont look male why would anyone call me male pronouns soooooooooooooo...... in other news i like my fashion apperal class besides the fact that the size i am makes me freaking crazy sewing is very relaxing and fun lol i sound so gay im making pajama pants they are teal with lettle pandas on em lol omg this is turning into a blog .....sorry bye bye lol 

I'm glad you're feeling better today, hon. Those pants sound awesome! 

yes im glad to hear your also feeling better and there is nothing wrong with sowing

yes they are awesome ^_^

Sewing can be rather zen-like... or knitting.

Sewing is indeed rather relaxing. Afraid I don't have much time to do it for recreation though. Just necessity sewing hah.

I am glad you are feeling better.. after your done with making you pjs mind making me some

Jay

sure jay 

I'm taking flower arranging next year.

I saw it on the class list and I was like YESH! XP

So, nothing too wierd about fashion, although I don't know too many boys in it... But hey, I look like a boy and I'm talking flower arranging! I told a guy I know about me taking that class and he was like "OMG, THAT'S ON THE LIST?! I HAVE TO TAKE IT SOME YEAR!" And I was like "o.o;"

XP

lol