You should be taking them emoboi. I know what you mean about not liking to take them. Heck, I've been taking anti depressants since I was 15 years old...and I turn 24 today, so that's a pretty long time. I don't like taking them because I don't like the side effects, and because of that I tend to quit taking them without talking to my doctor about it. Then I'll be ok for a little while, but I always end up having to take them again because within months I'm severely depressed again.
If you don't like the side effects, talk to your doctor. There are other medications he/she could have you try. I've taken 7 different medications trying to find one that works without the side effects making me want to not take it. That stuff works different for everyone...neurochemistry is complex...
I'd say talk to your doctor before starting back on them. Depending upon your dosage and how long it's been since you last took them, you may need to start out at a lower dose than your current prescription.