I went to CVS to get a medicine spoon, since it seems to be very popular. I'm on a fix income right now so I cant get anything fancy like the mango packers. My ultimate goal is to get myself a STP device packer whenever I can afford it. I was amazed how excited I was over this harden piece of plastic when I got home. I went to my room and grabbed my knife and started cutting the end part of the medicine spoon. About a 10 mins later I went to my bathroom and attempted to pee out of the medicine spoon but ended up peeing all over myself.... what a terrible mess that was. my self esteem dropped but I knew that I needed to have more practice so I pushed myself to practice more. About an hour later I decided to go into my bathroom half way naked... so I attempted again and BINGO! I got it! I manage to place the medicine spoon in correctly and was able to pee out of the medicine spoon successfully!

3 hours later I tried again ( with my boxers on) and went to the tub and attempted again... another well success in peeing in the medicine spoon.

I'm very excited about this ideal... I always hated sitting, now I can stand up!

its amazing how these little victories matter so much to us when i got my first electrolisi done on my face it hurt like hell but feeling that little bald spot on my way home i started to cry and had to pull over. for a brief moment i felt like the woman i was sapposed to always have been. in a way its cruel the cards fate has handed us but ill take the little victories no matter how small
jessica

Hell yeah! Just now I peed in the toilet (wearing boxers and had the medicine spoon poking out of the zipper hole) standing up... It was a bit rocky but eventually I will get it!

I feel like I won a million dollars 

i know you will hun big hugs on your victory
jessica

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Just you wait until you do it naturally! :O without weird tools to hold, when you have your own.. stick thingy!

Then!!! you'd be excited! and then probably get used to it and find it natural like you'll probably get tired of the spoon O_o

Or is it after surgery? ftm terms are confusing.. and what's packing from the other thread? :O

It is an awesome feeling..

Myself, I haven't gotten used to it. I have a STP however I haven't practiced enough to do it properly.. I don't like the thought of messing around would look like I am playing with myself to get it into prosition. So can't be bothered... until I have the real thing!

But congrats! Keep going! One bit of advice try in the shower!

Jay

Quote from: Myself on October 01, 2009, 05:23:34 AM? ftm terms are confusing.. and what's packing from the other thread? :O

Packing means wearing a prosthetic penis and testicles. Some are simple and we just put them in our underwear. Some are very realistic looking that you attach to yourself with an adhesive. Some of them you can pee out of and some you can't.

Quote from: Radar on October 01, 2009, 09:13:51 AM
Packing means wearing a prosthetic penis and testicles. Some are simple and we just put them in our underwear. Some are very realistic looking that you attach to yourself with an adhesive. Some of them you can pee out of and some you can't.

Ehh!!!!!!!! neat!

Wow Matt, you seriously took a video of yourself pissing?

xD  You seem very proud of yourself.

Hell, I would be proud too!  You have nice aim.

(Seriously, though.  Not bad.)

Matt,

Now that you learned to be a big boy, remember two things.

1. We aim to please, you aim too, Please?  Miss and its your mess, please clean up after yourself.

2. When you are done and have cleaned up your mess, what do you do?    Put the seat down, please.


Thank you, Hon.
Janet

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Matt seems to be quite the direct person .. and i am talking about the tact of posting the video, not of its content

God that was such a man thing to do, hahahahahahah

Quote from: Myself on October 02, 2009, 12:30:51 AM
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Matt seems to be quite the direct person .. and i am talking about the tact of posting the video, not of its content

That's just the beginning.. Just wait until I get my packer! Then things will truly be rocking! 

Quote from: Matthew J. F on October 02, 2009, 01:22:13 AM
That's just the beginning.. Just wait until I get my packer! Then things will truly be rocking! 

Matt is like Robo-Man with the Robo-Tool!

what video lol

Jesse I sent you a PM.

The admin thought my video was not appropriate for the site, which I totally respect and support the decision to remove the clip.

Those who haven't seen the video yet and want to take a sneak peak at what you've missed can send me a PM and I will send you the link to it in private.

Sorry for those whom I offended, When I get excited I don't think right 

Some FTMs are putting vids of themselves peeing on Xtube.

Among other things!

My pal Mark told me that one reason biomales sprinkle the seat is, the urethra is like a hose, and sometimes it gets pinched together and even though you're aiming, you'll get a little "spritz" out sideways etc at first.

Peeing standing up rules.

As a biomale, this thread is about something I do every day and something that I take for granted, because it is something natural to me. Even so, I am vey happy for you and I don't think I can even begin to understand the importance of such a milestone. Congratulations and good luck in the future.