I also voted "not in, but wanting to be", but not really at this time.
Ummm... I guess I probably should have voted for "not in one, and not wanting one", but either one is really not accurate. I have always wanted to be in a relationship - with a GG - but the dysphoria always got in the way of things. I would love to be in a relationship, but the thought of going through transition while in a relationship seems far too cruel a thing to put someone through.
I have always been interested in girls/women and still am. Have never had the slightest interest in males. Now, I don't really know. I still love the idea of being with a woman, but there is something in there that is starting to wonder about the possibility of being with a man after I transition. Another reason to not want to get involved.
I really don't know!
*BTW - SarahFaceDoom, I think you're beautiful too (assuming the avatar is you)*
Deanna
