I don't know who to thank, maybe to a couple of youtube videos that I've watched?? I don't know.
I just got up from having 1 heck of an awesome dream. I had a dream where I walked inside this surgeons office, explaining the situation that I had, where I needed to have my top surgery done. Without having a note the surgeon agreed to perform the surgery. On the day of the surgery, I was a bit hesitated, fearing for what is about to happen to me I told myself "This is what you've been waiting for all this time! Go for it!" several times and when I gave the thumbs up to the surgeon, who was about to put me under with the gas, and said "Lets go for it!". The surgery seemed to have went by pretty fast because a sec later I had my top surgery done! You wouldn't believe how excited I was to have done the surgery. I was showing off my sexy chest after the surgery (Dream world seems to heal pretty fast), without having the extra tumors attached. I felt so darn happy and so motivated, even if I can't afford to have the surgery done in the real world.
After surgery I went to a therapist to get myself some T! I Just LOVE dreaming!