Quote from: zythyra on September 21, 2006, 05:40:02 PM
I do still struggle with it though. It can be really hard sometimes that the outer doesn't match the inner.

Zythyra

yes i spent almost 40 years feeling the same, when i was 9 i was afraid to go to the doctor because the fear he would discover i was a girl and tell my parents and be pumished,  i got punished for wearing makeup and my mother's clothes.

  One day I woke up and could see clearly, so lucidly ...and could see that my inside matched my outside,  " i am a 3d gendered one". one of those spoken about in the prophecies of my ancestors, heralding a new era in the world ..in the Maya/Aztec callendar the calendar ends in the year 2012( not the world!! ) just the age  , after 5 thousand plus years of counting. They have actually been counting for over 20thou but whos counting 

i am what i am ....3d gendered  sweet
sheila18

Quote from: Alice on September 21, 2006, 06:33:43 PM
I have again com to the conclusion I am not TS so I will sit within the Androgyne/CD field for now. I still identify as male but my TG side also need to be recognised so I can be happy.

That's kind of the conclusion I came to with you.  Especially the androgyne part.

Melissa

Hi Alice,
You said

Quotewhat matter most is finding your own path through this mind field.

That is so true but let me turn it around and say, "what matter most is to find my own mind and follow that path." Don't force yourself in any direction. Just be yourself. You don't have to be a male or a female per say. We are all, I mean humans, unique people.
Transgender people are just more honest and open about it.
Stay on this track Alice and you will do fine.
Love
Jillieann