Hello. I've been searching the internet for information, but haven't found anything reguarding what I'm looking for. So I thought I'd post somewhere appropriately close.
I'm a m2f transgirl, and have been since about 2002 (I was aware well before then too). So I'm no stranger to the ways of the transgendered individual. I've only done hormone therapy, and no SRS, or even testicular removal (although, this is on my list of something to have done). I pass with ease, and I generally like myself for who I am now. Generally.
For years, I've tossed the idea of SRS around. I've never come to a decision. One would think me indecisive, or not really questioning her gender status, but... I don't want to get rid of my penis. But I want a vagina. Actually, I want both. I want a penis and a vagina. (And the penis is usually used in the creation of a vaginal cavity in SRS.)
I identify as a woman, and don't feel that my genitals should classify that for me. What's more, I don't want to be restricted. But I'm not crazy, and I know that something like what I want is completely absurd! In my search, I've only found two related things; intersex (people born with both sexual characteristics), and futanari (japanese cartoons bearing both a penis and vagina).
Google has essentually failed me here, and so I'm bringing my question and quest to a more public forum. Does anyone know about this sort of thing?