This is a good indicator of my mindset at the moment:

I catch a glimpse of her
I see only her eyes
She is ever so shy
A single tear drops
She wants to be free
It is her only dream
Though she believes
It will never be

I'm just in a cryee sad moment right now.

Genevieve

Awww, just wait until you actually get to be her.

Melissa

Though she believes
It will never be

Why do you think that?

If you know what is right, you must pursue it. You will be her -- who YOU are. You just need to believe you have the strength to make it, and there's nothing that can stop you -- not all the bigots and naysayers and unsupportive mothers in the world. You WILL be happy... YOU WILL.

cheer up "G"...
The tears only last for a while, i have trouble producing them... that's bad!  all that pent up not crying.. So maybe its good to cry...
24 hours, day winds on, night falls, morning comes the days turn into weeks and weeks to months, so on.. try little things each day and we work through...
R

 

You can see her eyes, you know she is you, and only you have the power to set her free, no one else, just you!


tinkerbell

Genevieve,
Second attempt to help, this will be in the liquid form i will have a nice Vodka tonic in your name to cheer you out of a slump!  I'll do all the dirty work and drink this nasty stuff for you, Well Grey Goose is far from nasty, hehe...Complete with a lemon wedge and a stemmed cherry!
Ricki