As I mentioned in my introduction, I have gained quite a bit of weight over the years. I was using food as another tool to feel good. However, something very strange happened to me today. I got very, very hungry on a long drive, and despite having a dozen donuts stacked next to me, I had absolutely no compulsion to eat one. Not a bit. Stopped for dinner and had a grilled chicken sandwich with water. Anybody who knows me knows that I have always been a coca-cola fiend and never pass up a cheeseburger. Yet again, just didn't feel like it. It is almost as if now that I know why I was overweight, it has lost at least some of its power over me. I also know that if I am to transition, I want to be skinny. Powerful motivation it would seem.
Time will tell if it lasts, but I hope it does. I would love to get back to my high school weight when I was on the cross-country team. Even today, I still run a couple of miles a day. If I can crank that back up to 5 or so, I know the pounds will come off very quickly. I've done it before and I can do it again.
Dee