heart-mind? everything is connected, this just reminds me, maybe it was all just split out and scattered and that was what was missing, in that case this truly would be that place, funny that... because... when it all comes together, i mean logically that makes sense, and thats what seems to have happened, shiva and shakti, and beyond that even to grounds of even more resolute and subtle ecstasy, i stretch, move around, i feel like i'
ve been bogged down, by so many things, moving, i realize things, where am i
? theres no one really out there, but flo is there and thats comforting, it is realer , truer... like cows wandering pastures of forever, eating potatoes
i don't understand, this concept people can seem so distant but is mind ultimately its own realm and body its own realm and they are all realms
that primal ness which is there equally... sometimes i look into the light
i saw wow that is some birght light or i just see colors, everything is very beautiful