one question, when do your hips stop growing? well of course i wish my hips were smaller, but i'd rather them not get any bigger, i am 18 and have stayed the same height for about a year now. I can't start testosterone at the moment as there is alot of stuff going on in my life but i will most likely be starting T within the next 2 or 3 years. i really am scared that by delaying my transition my body will continue to develop and become more feminine and i really dont want that to happen. i want to get on hormone blockers but don't know if they will give it to me. aargh, i'm going crazy here  please help

Mine stopped growing right around then, everyon's different though :c

mine've stopped awhile ago, but i also was a really early bloomer (you know how bad it sucks to have boobs at 10?)

can't see why it would change that much between now and then.

You might well find a lot of it is feminine fat placement.  Mine expanded loads when I started on birth control pills.  I am now shifting some of the weight through workout and expect much more to go on T.  Especially when/if your shoulders bulk up on T the hips will be less noticeable.