I am MTF Transsexual been on my changing for many years now
when i was so close to have my SRS surgery I discover
I have cancer which have been very dificult for me .
I had few surgerys on my genital area to remove a tumor in 2008 then 2009 and
now few days ago on November 19/2010. i spend all my money and savings for my sex change
on healthcare and this years as I couldnt take the pain no more i overdose my self
and I end up a St mary's Hospital and they nearly lock me inn for 28th days
by the crisis team suicide watch
Im now recovering from my last surgery . painful the good things from this
even I had other procedures done there in the pass
I dont have scars at all is like if i have never have no surgery there
my penis is very sore this days because of my surgery.
I was cut open from the tip of my penis to the scrotum
to remove the tumor this time , im healing fast thanks to god
but i have no testiculos left
I am healing well for my next surgery
That will be my SRS . finally
one thing that had been a good news for me is
that NHS have offer me the SRS free of charge and they give the opction to select
any of the Doctor I like working in NHS for my Sex change
altough if I have the change and i manage to work hard and save some money
then i will go to Dr Menard in Montreal to finish me and get the vagina that i always wanted
