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What is your life force?

Started by GypsyKaren, December 31, 2006, 09:07:10 PM

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GypsyKaren

I got to thinking the other day about how far I've come in the last two years, from staying hidden away in fear of discovery, to living full time and planning on SRS... I've grown so much. I feel like my life force is a circle, and while I connect the lines to make it whole, I grow within. Having SRS so I can finally be the real me will allow me to reach out like the ripples on a pond from the toss of a pebble, and I'll continue to grow with bigger and bigger circles, and I'll be able to reach anything and everything. Hope this makes sense...

So, what is your life force?

Karen
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Ricki

My angels are my life force..
I pray along to them with my god....
They show me things and help me!
Ricki
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tinkerbell

My life force?  it has always been the same:  to be physically, anatomically, and psychologically, me.


tinkerbell :icon_chick:
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cindianna_jones

My life force is my will.  I "will" therefore I "do".  That's what pushes me along. The conclusion of everything that I accomplish makes my life worth living.

Cindi
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Buffy

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Ricki

Again the evidence is out there for me!
When i looked at this post there were 4 replies and 44 looks, 444
my angel numbers......

Angel Love
Ricki
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tinkerbell

Quote from: Ricki on January 01, 2007, 06:41:23 PM
Again the evidence is out there for me!
When i looked at this post there were 4 replies and 44 looks, 444
my angel numbers......

Angel Love
Ricki

444...angel numbers?  what do you mean, Ricki?  I know of another set of three  numbers which are not necessarily angelic.. >:D

tinkerbell :icon_chick:
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HelenW

After some serious thought I have narrowed the choices for my life force to two.  They are, I suppose, very related.

I love to learn things and I'm easily bored.

I find that these two attributes have motivated me for most of my life.  Go figure!

(not bored with Susan's)
hugs & smiles
helen
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Ricki

Tink..
I should explain-so i will....
I got into this angel thing years back, there was even a radio station i listened to the angel sisters or something like that for a while in the car..I bought books, got angel cards and book gifts, studied web sites devoted to angels and spirits...
anyway everyone who chooses to believe or embark they claim will see certain things in no random order but they will see them as a sign for them.  the ladies and some angel guides i read explained it as a symbol, color, number, shape, etc.. it varied for everyone.  when i started into that i started noticing 444
Sometimes in series of days i see them everywhere other days maybe once if not all day long?
You cannot wait until 4:43pm to watch the clock turn to 4:44pm that does not count but....
Example:  years ago my mom was hurt i left work had an hour drive and drove like i was on a race course on the highway to try and get to the surgery center-the whole time i prayed she would be okay and that i would pass safely with out getting pulled over speeding or wrecking.. Twice on that trip i passed cars with license plates ending 444 which i noticed, and a  semi rig had large 444 numbers on the side of it right before i got off the exit i needed.  My mom ended up being okay and i survived the trip without killing someone else and not getting a ticket for speeding.  I had a taurus SHO with a ripped engine could easily cruise 140 mph if i needed to i think i drove about 95-100 miles an hour in some spots...
another example:  Laying in bed watching movies on tv thinking about me-myself-God-my angels then i notice the police detective show they go to an apartment door number on the door 444
One day again always thinking about angles i asked a lady what was a good three digit number to play she weirdly enough said 444 (which i had already been playing for years..)
So for me the number works as a sign for me at least to consider that my angels are near or always near i just need some reinforcement to actually see them sometimes!
I am a dedicated tennis player a few years back i started to buy only number 4 balls (wilson or penn did not matter) but you traditionally play with three balls in play on the court holding two that you are not hitting with.  a tennis ball with a number four on it, times three balls on the court 444-MY ANGELS.. i sort of will that one to happen but its comforting to me!
I've had a lot of other things happen that did not involve numbers like the 444, a noise, a drawing like the thing with Julies pic the angel in the wood grain?  I had a piece of wood in our cellar and taking a shower one day i pulled out an angels face but it was a little scary to me cause it looked like it was in pain not a happy face-but definately an angel image (as we know it or are told to associate to anyway?)
incident quite a few years back (i climb rocks solo-by myself-takes extra gear-work- and precautions.. much more dangerous) rock climbing a short 50 feet or so technical pitch, not an easy climb.  I rigged a safety line and top rope.. well after the fact it was rigged wrong and i left way too much slack in the line assuming if i fell off it would catch me.. well i got up about 35 feet and i was struggling what seemd like hours -at the hard pint of the pitch-but maybe 10 miutes my hands finally were giving out my leg/feet holds were non existent so the upper body torture was overwhelming me.. I said screw it jump backwards with a little thrust hands in front (in case the jarring of the line would propel me into the rocks or i'd swing) and waited for the jerk of my weight on the harness... NEVER HAPPENED...  I went straight down onto the floor of the rock area (where there were tree trunk sized out crops of rocks everywhere) and i landed in this little 12" square area of moss both feet down on the thin rock climbing shoes...thrust forward onto a three foot high rock but hit my heart area right where my gear sling and leather gloves were at and bounced back into a rock with a little of a scratch and bruise on my back.. I was like staggering-shaking cause i could not believe i landed the way i did.. I got real spooked out then cause after sitting there gathering myself thinking how could that of been i felt as though the fall was in slow motion and it was like something had gracefully cushioned me down (not letting me just slam down 35 feet that hard....)
I quit for the day...
weeks later same pitch which i rigged my ropes right for a fall, but i topped out and the climb took some effort and i hanged some and the rope dragegd on the rock egde a lot me struggling and all.. when i topped out the sheath was worn completely thorugh, three of the 6 kernmental kores of the rope were worn through three little strands still intertwined not much thicker than a sharpy marker were all that was holding me?
I saved the rope and that section still have it too i can scan it and place it here, i know boring not necessary..
but there's many more?
Most recently the image i had on my camera this past October hiking, like something was there in the woods behind me, an angel-a spirit?  It was not in the field of vision when i took the pic....
So... aside from other strange events the numbers 444 stand out to me rather quickly whether thinking deeply about my angels or not....
444 kisses coming your way i hope oyu get all of them!
Ricki


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cindianna_jones

Kate, is she the girl from The Fifth Element?

Cindi
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Sheila

I think that I have gone full circle in my life. I started out as a person who knew couldn't pass and was going to base my whole life on not passing and not enjoying life. I found Susans and others and I talked to other people, went to a support group for a while. Went to Espirit in Washington, 2000, talked with others including Robyn (Reiki Robyn). I found out that I could change and I will be all right. It was very hard, considering that I am married and didn't want to jeopardize my marriage, but kept at it. I retired from my job, could do that at that time in my life. I went full time, while I was still on the job. After retireing went into voluteer work with the Human Rights Commission and spent lots of time working on discrimination cases. I became a woman, physically not mentally. I had my surgery and got another job as female and everyone knows about me and no one cares. When I first started the job, I expected lots of questions. I was ready for it all. Nothing, only someone complained about the restroom issue and it was brought down that if they were upset about the restroom they could use alternative restrooms. It was my decision on which restroom I wanted to use, not meaning whether male or female, but the single ones that we have or the multi restroom. I was to use the womans and I was not allowed in the mens. That was their position. I have now worked for 3 years at the same job and I am well respected among the other drivers and management. I have received two awards and I am thrilled. So, I am still married to the best woman that a woman can ever have and I'm working again and I am not depressed and thinking of suicide at all. So, my life has gone full circle and I have jumped a plane or two.
Sheila
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katia

it's called my [essential drive] and refers to the life energy within all of us. it is an inborn intelligence that is not entirely physical or spiritual but normal within each person.
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Brianna

My life force is a focusable fire in my chest. It's not God - it's pure will. I can use it to run marathons, speak my mind, and move through difficult things like losing my family.

Bri
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