Firstly hun, you've made the most important step...that is the first one. transition is a long and winding road and yes, at the start it can kind of be confusing, but you know what, we is here to help like and we will, so keep on reading, ask questions (even really obvious ones) and start taking little baby steps one at a time until all of a sudden you turn round and you can't believe how far you've come.
Hugs
Helena