do you know the situation that you are so diverted, because of your current situation?
university, freinds, hobbies, family etc. everything suffers from your situation, because the only thing you can think about is your "problem".
okay, i am not talking about those of you who are sure who they are and what their next steps will be. i talk about those who don't know who they are, but getting to close to it.
i feel like i let things slide and that is an terrible feeing, but i can't do anything against it. some days are just great, because i have fun to go to university, or to meet friends, but most days i can't enjoy those things because i am preoccupied.

i have my first therapy session 2 1/2 weeks and this is so bad, because i want to go there tomorrow and not in 2 1/2 weeks! i can't think of something else 

I know the feeling, hun.  I'm still trying to schedule my first session, and it's a chore just to get by usually.  The only thing that can keep my mind off it is usually a good book, or music, but other then that it's like I have no motivation at all, and no focus save to the issue at hand. 

The best thing I can think of is find something you absolutely adore, or something that you like to do a lot, and do it.  Hopefully it will help you stay sane more than me, lol.  (Not even things I love occupy me enough.)

Hang in there lucaluca.

Your time will come.

I know the feeling and it's so frustrating and so debilitating, you keep feeling like you can't move on just yet because you still have more mess to sort out in your head and letting it go would only make it feel worse.

RIGHT!!! i have the feeling that i can't move on!!!

and the bad thing is, that i'm at a point in my life where i have to move on (not only with my "problems") but with life, university, friends, family, basically the normal things but i can't move on at the moment, because my "problems" are so burdensome.

Yes :/
And of course, suddenly remembering you still have other daily life practical issues to deal with just feels like an anti climax and you just short circuit and would rather not think about anything anymore.

I feel that for people like obviously the two of us, all that thinking is inevitable and necessary but at the same time the key in dealing with it is maybe focusing on only one of those other issues, say just education/work and only with a small part of it at a time.... until I develop more stamina to deal with life's crapapult otherwise it's too overwhelming.

It's a horrible feeling.  That's where I was, last October and November.  I prayed for some direction and began seeing my gender therapist, again.   That's what good therapists do, help us understand our options and decide what we want to do.