I can not exactly recall the train of events that lead to be googling "Transgender forums", but after browsing through a few ugly sites that look like they have not changed since the early 90s, I found this to be the most organized, modern, and easy to use format around, for a forum of this setting.
My girlfriend has always told me how she learned in psychology that sex and gender are two different things, one being physical, the other a state of mind. She has told me about transgender folk [I actually think she has a class with one, not sure on gender however]. Not long ago, the only thing I knew of was sexual orientation's, and the fact that Dr. Frankenfurter was a transvestite from Transylvania.
Anyway, just a few days ago I found these forums, and learned of the FTM and MTF categories. Upon learning of these sorts of people, it kind of clicked a bridge into place and allowed the mob of ideas and memories to run into my thoughts. I started thinking about myself.
There is not much I can say at this point, and I do not want to just throw myself out there, there is so much I do not want to talk about forthright, so maybe I will install more, or say things when they are relevant. I will go by an alias while I am here, that being Sera. I believe it may be possible that I am transgender MTF, and am seriously considering the decision that is HRT. I have been reading around these forums a bit to adjust to the mind set and active users here. I have a pretty steep history that has kind of screwed around with my mind.
There is so much I can say, I literally typed up quite an essay, but while typing about certain topics I found myself growing angry and red, so I deleted it all out.... I will simply say hello, because I do not know where to start...
