Good evening ladies, gentlemen and any other word that might apply.
I knew this forum for some time now, but I was only lurking at first. Now I decided to actually participate.
I'm a young Brazillian man, 23 years old.
I'm still a bit unsure about my gender. I feel my sexual identity would be androgynous, with a predominance of the masculine part. I feel very masculine some times, and some times I like the idea of being a bit feminine. I love the aesthetic idea of androginy, kinda like the music Boys and Girls from Blur.
I'm also an otherkin, I simply don't feel human, I usually feel like something else, what it is I don't really know yet. That's a matter of self-exploration and self-knowledge.
I have a strong belief that Sensuality and Beauty are not intertwined or interdependant. I find the human body beautifull (specially androginous bodies) but just can see it as something sensual. That is a very personal feeling. I feel mostly asexual when it comes to sexual need (I rarely get aroused by anything) and I had a hard time with relationships in the past because of that.
I am a complicated person in some aspects. I have ADD with hyperactive disorder, episodes of dysphoria and neurosis. I have serious problems keeping routines and I deal much better with situations that change constantly. I usually get dysphoric when I'm put under a routine or an activity that demands following a daily routine.
I am happy to participate, the forum has GREAT ammount of information.
