Hello everyone,

Here is my story...

I have had a long life as a guy with many issues here and there. Started back when I was 5 years old and I always felt different (not sure what), I used to try on different things like my sibling old clothes that where boxed up in the garage (sisters). I look back and all I can rember is this girls one piece swim suit i seemed to enjoy till my parents found where I stashed it just scolding me and taking it away. Not sure if that was the point it changed for but I never really talked about it after that.

Around when I was 14 years old it started back up again, I started reading TG fiction not sure if i just needed an outlet but it helped the problems that where running in the back of my head. I am now 28 and have a wife and kids and still having the same problems looking for an outlet and ive noticed it getting worse. Problem is now I look at girls in two different ways now, I envy them and I enjoy looking at them (As a guy). I started to wonder what it like to be a girl and started try on wife's pants to see whats it like. Im scared that I might loose my wife who I love very much and I was wondering if you guy/gals could help me.?...

Btw.. I have signed up to see a Psycholgist next month at my local hosipital not sure if thats going to help but i hope so.. So many questions and not sure what to do.

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Hugs and Love,
Janet

Hi Jayce, you came to the right place! You just start looking around, there's lots of information and people here to help you on your jouney. Hugs, Tracey

Hi Jayce,

Welcome to Susan's a wonderful place. I think most guys have all struggled with the TG issues at some point in life. I am a much older M2F crossdresser and I am married. She isn't supportive so I am closeted but I enjoy my femme side and think I will never lose that. Anyhow, good luck with your appointment and be open about it. Also, feel free to ask questions here as there are many, many nice people here.

Hugs,

Jean

Hi Jayce

Very welcome for you in this difficult times.
I understand it's all very confusing.
Good thing you've find help from the psychologist.
Maybe you can talk with your wife, you don't have to say you're a TG because you're not quite sure of that but you could say you're not quite happy in the way you're feeling now.
She can be a big support when you're trying to find out what's going on with you.
It's just a suggestion, you know the situation better than I do.
I hope we can be a support for you, at least we try.

hugs
Annette

Thanks for the welcome, hopefully will get more of the answers im looking for =)