I have a 14 yr old daughter. She has done model shoots at times. She also designs dresses, etc that she has won some awards for. But, she's just as comfortable with sweaty horse hair on herself, and horsesh*t on the bottoms of her boots. She wouldn't wear any of those.
And I hope you are not implying that you are ugly. You're not. Also, in a crowd of people you would be easy to find. Just keep moving towards the glow of friendliness until you spot Pica. You stand out in a crowd, that friendly look about you shines with a rare beauty.
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