It was this long horrible silence. And all I could think of was, "WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF? COULDN'T YOU JUST HAVE WAITED 4 YEARS?"ngrjkhnjtr klhbjt rlkmvn

I'm shaking. She was gonna, think about it. Which pretty much means no.

And she noticed the website, which was a sex toy website thing. And I dunno. She said how, that wasn't for me. And how I'm' too young for it. I was really close to asking, "So what? My brothers didn't have dicks when they were my age? I HATE YOU!"

But I stopped myself, because I really don't think that would get me anywhere.  And I said that, it was just soft, not like anything hard. And I really couldn't think of how to explain why I need it. I kinda blurted out, "It would make me comfortable." but she just asked "what?" so I don't think she caught it.

I hate being underage. And now I feel like vomiting. And jumping out my window.

Of course she's not going to take it appropriately. You shouldn't have to show your junk to your mom; bioguys don't have to. You're 14? Save up a few bucks, go to walmart and buy condoms and hair gel. Make your own packer. Or use the sock method. Wait until you're 16 and get your own bank account, then you can buy whatever on your own terms..

hey man i tried the same thing but with T i was like everyone else is going trough puberty why cant i? that argument failed.

i would say if you really want a packer you should go and get a visa gift card and buy one yourself.