Hello everyone my name is Michelle, well my cding name anyway

My gf got me interested in crossdressing and used to do my make up, however now we are living in different areas. I have all the make up I need foundations, eyeliners, eyeshadows, all kinds but I dont know how to use any of it :/ I go into the bathroom and i look at the eyeliner and think
"where do i put that brush how much do i use, what if i get in my eye"
"whats foundation for, how do i apply this"
it looks so foreign to me

Im hoping someone will help a complete beginner who may need a few repeated lessons. I'd like help either through step by step instructions or a video call if you prefer I just am really desperate for some help. I realize its probably not that difficult I just am a person who learns best with human interaction

thanks for anyone willing to help me find beauty.