Hello, I have been poking around the forums for a while now and FINALLY worked up the courage to introduce myself. My name is Chrissy and I am 30ish. I am married and have a 5yr old little girl.

   My story starts like alot of others in that I have had the feelings that I was different since I was a young boy. I never seemed to fit in no matter what I tried. I was molesred at the age of 7 and it continued til I was about 8. My parents never believed me, and pumished me for accusimg someone of something so serious.

  My middle school and high school years were spent in and out of hospitals. In the first hospitlazation I expeessed my feelings of feeling like I wasnt right but I disnt understand the feelings myself, so I could'nt explain them very well. They diagnosed me with depression because my mom had it so they figured that must be whats wromg with me. I spent years rom then on supressing the feelings that I didnt belong in the body I was in. I had times where I would look in the mirror  and I would swear I could see someone else inside me.

  I am now on my second marriage with a wonderful women, but I can no longer keep these  feelings inside. I feel horrible for what she has to go through but she vows to stand right by me on this journey.

  Thank you for reading this and I look forward to being here



 

Welcome to Susan's.  One of the Mod's will be along to let you know how things run. 
What you have described  appears all to common unfortunately, but there is hope of a better future.  Big hugs to your wife for standing by you, that is priceless.  There are a few partners pop up from time to time here so she needn't feel alone.

Karen.

Hi Chrissy, welcome to Susans! I'm 30ish, too! OK, I'm 49. So glad you decided to join us, see you around! Hugs, Tracey

Thank you for the welcome. I am truly blessed with my wife. We went shopping for clothes over the weekemd. We both had a wonderful time. The looks we got were amusing. She says she likes it because now she does't have the  impatient husband and it is now relaxing. She did get upset though because some of the outfits looked better on me then her, so she says....lol

   Hugs
  Chrissy

Hi Chrissy, and welcome to Susan's! We're a diverse and friendly bunch here (the head count is over 8200) - get into things as slowly or as quickly as you feel comfortable, I'm sure you'll find plenty of support here.

The shopping trip sounds both fun and liberating .

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Hello Chrissy,
Welcome to your new home. I know exactly where you are coming from. I'm really sorry the abuse had to happen to you. Once broken, it can't be fixed. But you are in safe hands here. As well as your wife, she sounds like a real keeper. Have a look around, there is tons of good news here, and real genuine people. Ask whatever you feel, you are safe and respected. hope you stay a long time, we want to celebrate the good, the bad and the ugly with you. It's what makes you.
Be safe, well and happy
Lotsa luv
Catherine

Hello Chrissy,
        It was great to hear your story. My name is Michelle in my mid thirties, I have been crossdressing since about 9 or 10, it all started with that first tube of pantyhose. I am curious if you had any of the feelings I do. I use to think i was a straight man who crossdressed, but found that my attraction to women was just the dream woman i found of myself in them. I never wanted to have sex with a man as a man, but my fantasys of being a woman with breasts, and feminine, dressed in skirt and heels was a different story. If you were to go out as a woman or become a woman would you want to have sex with men or women? Your story is great, and this is the place to find out who you really are. michelle

Quote from: transvestite on September 29, 2011, 08:03:26 PM
If you were to go out as a woman or become a woman would you want to have sex with men or women?

The reasons I dress feminine or IF I eventually make my transition are to make me feel comfortable with me not for sex. Sex is the furthest thing from my mind. I can't begin to make someone else happy unless I am comfortable in my own skin. Besides all that I am already married.

'ello welcome

The fact that your wife is supportive is worth so much. Congratulations.

Hi Chrissy Hope you enjoy the forum as much as I enjoy it.
Here you will find allot of help , support , and friends. I just love it  and its very very secure with Moderators and Administrators watching for our safety  .

hey check these link out its been post by the forums founder and friend Susan ---> Site Terms of Service and rules to live by https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html.


Nikki