Well, I don't really know why I'm posting here, I guess just to complain

Basically, I've recently noticed my (FTM, though it's not important) boyfriend pulling away from me.
And it's been happening JUST since I started binding and presenting more stereotypically male.
So I think I'm driving him away by doing this. I hope to talk to him today about it, but I'd like some advice from you guys. Do you think I should start dressing/presenting/acting cisgendered (female) again? Or should I just let the breakup happen and keep exploring my gender identity?

--Kayden