Hi everyone. I'm 18 years old and from the Lancaster, PA area (going to college in Huntingdon, though.) This summer, I only just started questioning my gender identity. Before that, I never showed any indication of being trans*. People not too familiar with the community use this to delegitimize my identity, as well as the fact that I identify as transmasculine/non-binary transguy rather than fully FtM. I've been trying really hard to get people to understand me and failing miserably, due to the fact that I don't really understand myself either. It's very depressing and makes me feel so isolated, even though there are other trans* people at my school, some of whom I'm friends with.
I've joined messageboards more on the genderqueer side of things and had my posts completely ignored. Maybe things will go better for me here.