Quote from: @ivan"Today is not your day".
I
have been where you are. I spent a few decades sitting behind the wheel, with nothing but my thoughts to keep me company.
Towards the end of my driving career, inside my own head was a very scary place to be.
I came off the road and fell into a deep depression that I streched out for two years.
I went to see my osteopathic doctor. At the end of the appointment, she handed me a folded piece of paper and said
she hoped that I would consider her a friend and that was her phone number. She told me to call if I needed to talk.
When I unfolded the note, along with her number she had written, "Snap out of it."
It was truely a moment of epiphany for me. I was the one who had allowed myself to sink to the depths at which I had found myself.
I was the only one who was going to be able to make me climb out of the pit.
I hope this has the same effect on you as it did on me...
@ivan,
Snap out of it.