Yes I believe in love.
With all my heart and soul.
I am married to the love of my life. The most wonderful gift to me the universe could have ever cooked up.
We compliment eachother in nearly every way.
It was not love at first sight though. Far from it.
When I first met Sevan I was living as a man
and ze was a semi butch lesbian. Ze was married to a slob of a woman who just happened to be one of my friends.
When Sevan met me...ze did not like me. I was a man, I was a pot smoker, and I took up all of hir wifes time hanging out getting stoned and goofing off.
I saw Sevan as a classic man hateing dyke and I was convnced that I had to prove to hir that not all men were evil.
One day Sevans wife wanted to come to my place so she could hook hir PS2 up to the big TV in my living room so she could game, and she had coerced Sevan into sharing a bottle of Crown Royal hir father had given hir for christmass. Sevan did not want to share that whiskey with me but hir wife pretty much threw a fit and made Sevan hang out with me. (unknown to me at the time of course...)
Anyways....Over that pint of Crown we really bonded. Sevan realized that I was actually not the bad person ze had cooked up in hir imagination and ze softened up to me.
I already had made it my mission to crack hir shell and get hir to be my friend because it was complicating my friendship with Sevans wife.
Well I actually started to fall in love with Sevan that day. But ze was a lesbian and I was a guy so I had NO intention of persueing hir.
Fast forward a month and the three of us are great friends. The 3 of us are basically a sexless triad now. (well I wasn't getting any, they were and that was not an issue to me) We did everything togather and we are really tight.
Then on my birthday the three of us went to a hot springs. We hung out chit chated and had a good time. On the way back to our place (they moved in by now) Sevan informs me that was the moment ze realised that ze had fallen in love with me.
Well it only takes hir about a week to tell me "I am in love with you, and I know you are in love with me. Do not deny it!"
I could not deny it. I was indeed in love and had been for awhile. I said as much.
Then a few weeks latter Sevan gets it in hir head that ze is going to tell hir wife that ze is in love with me. Ze somehow thought that would be a good idea. How ze thought this I am at a loss.
Well you can all properly imagine how that was recieved on valentines day!!!
Well over the next month there is allot of tension between the two of them and Sevan and I introduce Sevan to straight sex behind hir wifes back. The passion between the two of us was too much to bear. We had to get it out of our skin. We had already decided that we would be a couple and we just had to get the question of wheather heterosexual sex was going to be something Sevan could deal with. (yes Sevan was a gold star dyke up till that point.) Well it turns out that not only is heterosexual sex not the anethema Sevan had imagined...turns out ze is indeed bisexual. Which was quite the revalation to hir as you can imagine. (We had already decided that even if ze did not like the sex we would become a sexless couple. But the consumation of the relationship had to take place.)
Over the next month the two of them fall apart and Sevan kicked hir wife out of our house.
I tried to get sevan to keep hir wife and be a triad with Sevan at the center. There was only friendship between me and the wife. At first of course hir wife was oppossed to the arangement, but in the end she was amniable to the idea. But Sevan had had enough of hir wifes lazy abusive ->-bleeped-<-. (did I mention the wife was an abusive, slovenly, perma-stoner, and emotionaly alienateing to Sevan?)
Sevan and I have been togather ever since.
We have been through the ringer togather. The amount of things we have endured as a couple would have broken other couples soon into the relationship.
But we have never waivered in our love and comitment to eachother. Each trial we have endured has only served to drive us closser to eachother.
I believe in timeless love that endures all and comes out in the end forged like steel.
How can I not believe in love?
It is my most valuable treasure.
