uhm I see,
I know the felling about doctors, pretty much hate most of them, since they give me this unconfortbla fellings before with my name but also after I chance it they still have my female card which suchs, and I are kinda scared of making to much a mess about it because I heard about many doctors who wasnt transfrindly and so.
but its so far the only thing I think could be helpfull, beside experiencing with yourself what would work or not, which I think can be alittle tricky to find out all exactly, maybe its stress, maybe something ells, maybe a mix of some diffrent stuff?