Big Macintosh @_@! No seriously :'P. Usually though, I look how I look now, but I can walk normally again. I want that so much more than any stage of transition. I'll gladly postpone my transition if I could just be able bodied again. Thankfully, I know that's a possibility :'D.

I usually look completely different in dreams. Sometimes more male, other times I'm turning into my old self.

I have reoccurring dreams that I am going bald, and yeah similar to the teeth falling out thing but normally my teeth shift and move really badly instead.

Though last night actually, I had a dream that I was wearing a hard packer for some reason, well pretty sure it was a dildo because it was purple? And it kept almost falling out of my shorts. Weird because I never wear packers at all.

My dreams never really focus on gender... So I don't really notice whether or not I'm male or female save for that odd one here or there. I think I've only had two memorable dreams that revolved around gender, actually:

The first dream took place when I was young - around ten or eleven years old. In this dream, I had somehow ended up pregnant. I was absolutely horrified and confused at the idea, so the next morning I made a promise to myself that I'd never get pregnant. So far so good, especially considering the fact that I'm hetero. 

The second dream occured shortly after I realized I was trans. In the dream, I was back in middle school, hanging out by the pool with a ton of other guys. Every single one of us was only wearing swim trunks, which was fine with me, but for some reason, I still had breasts. At first, I was embarressed at the idea of walking around without a top on now that I noticed what exactly was underneath, but no one seemed to notice but me, so I eventually got over it. It was nice to be recognized as a guy, despite having been born with the wrong parts. 

Oddly enough, when I was a kid (before I came out/"realised" I was trans/whatever) I never saw myself clearly in dreams. I never had a face or distinguishing characteristics or even a body of any description. I was just a nondescript entity that, presumably, was human. It's a bit hard to explain. But since coming to terms with myself (for want of a better term) I see myself in dreams. It's very peculiar... but quite nice as well :]

hey i think i posted a similar thread XD anyways. im usually third person in my dreams but if i ever pay attention to my body it's always been female. which is quite frustrating actually :S

Quote from: Felix on January 13, 2012, 12:40:35 AM
I love dream threads.

My form in my dreams varies, but it's usually similar to however I'm presenting in waking life.

The last dream I can remember was fantastic. It was one of those postapocalyptic dystopia dreams (most of mine have that backdrop, for whatever reason), but civilization wasn't all gone or only mostly gone. We were rebuilding. We mostly lived underground, and we explored and expanded the existing sewer systems.

I got hired as a field biologist (another recurring theme for me) to go check out a new cephalopod variant that was living in a largely-unmapped area. I was really proud. They hired me because I was the only one willing to do it. I was treated as male, but I was small-bodied, and dwarfed by the big burly dude who led me to the site. They gave me metal armguards so I could hook onto and get leverage from the notches and metal outcroppings in the tunnels.

I felt so badass, but when we got to the place I was a little scared. These things had no eyes, and their skin was very pale, and they swam like little aliens or something.

I'll skip that part because it's not gender stuff. When I got back to the base I was told that because of some lab results I had to have emergency surgery to get some of my innards taken out. There was no pain, but I was bleeding and bleeding, worse than any period, and it became clear to everybody that I wasn't normal. We didn't have regular bathrooms or medical facilities.

Well, that dream started fantastic and stayed fun most of the way through. The last bit sucked.

I have post apocolyptic dreams too - they're usually pretty amazing.