Ahhh! G'day mate,
Seeings you like language, I thought I'd give you an authentic Aussie welcome to Susan's; Finn.
You beauty, bottler Bob. Simplified means; OK. and "struth" is an exclamation of wonderment, which has a substantially wide descriptive variation. It can express my disappointment in being 3 cents short of buying a 'middy' of beer (approx 15 ozs?? - Help me here girls, I don't drink the stuff) to winning 15 million in Lotto.
Having a brief introduction into, "How to speak 'Strine' 101" (Strine = Australian) I doubt whether it would be a wise selection of languages for you to persue.
OK! class dismissed. Now down to the serious stuff.
Apart from being very welcomed, your anonymity and trust of us, is highly respected here. You are safe to discuss your needs. As Felix mentioned please be aware of your Father, and have an exit strategy worked out to ensure your absolute safety. Safe people to stay with, money or resources to be able to make a quick get away. You probably won't need it, but it better to be prepared, if violence is an issue.
There is a lot of reading resources here for you to read on FtM and a large community that you can get to know, so you can discuss specific issues. Hope to hear more from you in the coming months. In the meantime, be safe, well and happy
Lotsa huggs
Catherine