Quote from: Sephirah on March 19, 2012, 03:30:45 AM
You really shouldn't have said that, now I have to ask...

LOL well I just like that hardcore cold aura that is potrayed in the media and video games.  That's not to say American soldiers or other soldiers aren't hardcore but it's just something about a Russian soldier that I like.  I'm trying to explain it in a way that doesn't make me look anti-patriotic or that is offensive to others.  o.o

Quote from: Malachite on March 19, 2012, 03:37:02 AM
LOL well I just like that hardcore cold aura that is potrayed in the media and video games.  That's not to say American soldiers or other soldiers aren't hardcore but it's just something about a Russian soldier that I like.  I'm trying to explain it in a way that doesn't make me look anti-patriotic or that is offensive to others.  o.o

I think I understand what you're getting at. An indomitable will. Unfazed by adverse conditions. Did you ever see the film Enemy At The Gates?

Quote from: Sephirah on March 19, 2012, 03:45:31 AM
I think I understand what you're getting at. An indomitable will. Unfazed by adverse conditions. Did you ever see the film Enemy At The Gates?

I haven't heard of it until now but I just watched the trailer on it.

Might sound kind of odd but dressing up a bit and messing around with makeup. All my life I've idolized androgynous, makeup-wearing guys and on those rare days where I think I look good like that, its like a dream come true. Stomping around town in my big old boots and trench coat are nice, too. And having my hair half-shaved, I passed with it like this even before I was trying, which still makes me quite happy to think about. And (maybe) oddly, having sex with my boyfriend. Even though I'm extremely submissive with him, maybe its a trust thing or the way he treats me, but I've never felt even remotely feminine around him and I absolutely love that... and the one time he introduced me to a co-worker as his boyfriend. That was a huge deal for me because they've all always known him to be straight (if really weird and flamboyant), and the way he just didn't give a damn what they thought about it just...agh. He treats me like a friggin king sometimes.

I feel most like a guy when im extremly femenine or playing soccer with the other guys..

but I feel most like a man, when i'm wearing a suit or adressed like "mr" or "sir" (both are extremly rare, suit are only when your suposed to be pretty and mr and sir is almost never used in my languarge, but it did happent a few time in forregian countrys =))