Hi. I was referred here by Tay. I read a thread about androgyny that she'd posted on another site and realised that I have been repressing myself for a very long time. So I messaged her to thank her for the information, and now I'm here.


I kind of don't know what's going on. I'm still in a daze. I do hope that people here might help me to understand and accept myself for who I am.

Um... Thanks in advance.

Welcome, Shawnael!

I hope your visits here help you as much as my visits helped me.  I'm happy you decided to join up!  Please give the terms of service a good read https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html and visit our WIKI, Links and Chat pages too.

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helen

Welcome!  Hey don't be shy. Just jump in and participate!  Everyone here is very nice. We're all trying to figure out what's jumpin round in our minds!

Cindi

Welcome to susan's,
I look forward to any androgyne or any other posts in the future.

Ken/Kendra

KK

Thank you, all... I'm not sure how to explain myself here. I do have questions, mostly about myself, but I'm not sure how to ask them. I know that I've felt like something more than "just a girl" for as long as I can remember. But I almost feel that admitting myself to these feelings is going to get me the same feedback as when I tell people that I have ADD. They all say "Well, everyone has ADD a little bit." But they'll never understand that what I feel and how I think is so completely different. ADD isn't just "not being able to pay attention." If I'm not on my meds, I feel like someone else is controlling my body, making it do and say things that I don't want to say or do. I just feel like if I tell anyone what's inside my head, they'll just play it off as "Oh, well, everyone has masculine and feminine qualities." But it's not like that for me. I don't want to act like a boy. I want to be a boy. But I also want to be a girl. I finally understand that I'm somewhere between male and female, or male then female and vice versa, or both at the same time. I just don't want my feelings to be written off as "You've got a vagina and boobs. You're a girl, wear some jeans and get over it."

I don't know how to understand, or how to make it understood.