QuoteIf you did transition and have surgery you could cut your negatives by at least half Well that and cutting one other thing
Second that. If I listed all the negatives of the period of time I spent trying to put a lid on it, everyone would be asleep before they could finish reading it. In my view, nothing, and I mean nothing that hasn't worked our to my liking in all this is anything to worry about in comparison. The only thing I see as a major problem is taking to much of the past with me, I want to just never think of all those years, not have to deal with them anymore as they detract from the experience and made to many problems that take to much of my time freeing myself of.
When I'm new again I simply want it to be as it should be and not be troubled about things I did and didn't do and things I shouldn't have and in theory couldn't have, but did, the insanity of it all, but at least I can see it these days and what I can see, I can overcome, if only for my own sake.
Bring on all the heartbreak, pain and problems of transition! ... Make it through or die, It's easier by far then pretending its not so. At least it is a real life which is my own and not somebody elses.
Terri
