I think that one was a 3 day beard, xD. It takes me one week to grow 3 milimeters of hair. And I hate it. I will shave between two and three days per week, that's the limit my skin has for regenerating. The problem is that before starting any of this I need to know that my job position is safe.

Still, Now I get the shadow more often than before. Maybe I should try a better razor.

Quote from: mementomori on August 08, 2012, 04:23:45 AM
whys that? i guess im different becuase i actually enjoy the articial look like overperfected noses , large lips and big cheek implants like allanah starr etc has

I just like to know what make people "tick." So you like this look? Would you like to look like this or is it that you consider it attractive in others? Or both?

Allanah Starr

Starr? The one that has Zeppelins instead of breasts? Never paid a lot of attention to the faces, although now every time I access ->-bleeped-<-stardb I'm paying more and more atention to the facial features.

Quote from: UCBerkeleyPostop on August 08, 2012, 01:58:45 PM
I just like to know what make people "tick." So you like this look? Would you like to look like this or is it that you consider it attractive in others? Or both?

Allanah Starr

yea i love her nose and lips

Quote from: mementomori on August 08, 2012, 02:57:37 PM
yea i love her nose and lips

You don't need that much money to have surgery like this...especially the hideous fishlips. Any given backstreet plastic surgeon or doctor will blow 'em out with silicone for a reasonble price.
And the cheekbones too.

lol i would get silicon if it wasn't so risky to personal health ,  i don't think anyone even does it in australia anyway

Quote from: mementomori on August 08, 2012, 03:38:28 PM
lol i would get silicon if it wasn't so risky to personal health ,  i don't think anyone even does it in australia anyway

Or any other permanent filler..

Apples here is a morph I did of your face after: rhinoplasty, jawplasty, lip & corner lift, brow bone shaving, hair transplant/removal and fat graft

Before:
[EDITED]

After:
[EDITED]

Notice how you look more happy and youthful, at this stage all you would have to do is wait for HRT to do its business, but if you were ever to choose not to transition  you would still look good as a male. Some FFS procedures should be avoided, such as brow lifts and extreme jaw contouring unless you're 100% sure you want to go this way.

*PM me if you want the pix removed*

Quote from: 8888 on August 11, 2012, 02:23:37 PM
Apples here is a morph I did of your face after: rhinoplasty, jawplasty, lip & corner lift, brow bone shaving, hair transplant/removal and fat graft

Before:

Notice how you look more happy and youthful, at this stage all you would have to do is wait for HRT to do its business, but if you were ever to choose not to transition  you would still look good as a male. Some FFS procedures should be avoided, such as brow lifts and extreme jaw contouring unless you're 100% sure you want to go this way.

*PM me if you want the pix removed*

Holy... Cow. I don't know what to say.You just made me get on top of a ladder and look for my old school photos. Minus the nose (which was even bigger when I was a kid), that's exactly how I looked prior to puberty, and when I still knew how to smile. I'm crying at this moment. Sorry, I'll let you know later, almost can't see the screen now.

Sorry. You just unlocked another part of my mind I had forgotten a long time ago. When the changes came and everything started to go bad. You have reminded me of a time when I knew what true happiness was, before I started to hate my body and I started to feel like the ugliest kid on school, before I was the punching ball of the school, before all the girls started rejecting my company and nobody would accept me anymore. I never wanted to be like this, I only endured and enclosed myself.


Thanks for this gift. This is the memory I have been looking for  and could never find. My decision is taken now. It's not only the body, I want to have that life I lost years ago.


Crap, still crying again.

           

*Catherine reaching for a box of tissues* Here Hun, you need these. Just go for it.

A good cry washes away a lot of built up crap. That's what they were designed to do.

The good news though, is nothing has been wasted or lost. 8888 found the part of you that was missing and the time you think you wasted , in fact was you just taking your time. Making sure that this decision you've taken WAS the RIGHT one.

Nothing unusual about that.

It just guarantees that from here on in, to your final destination there will be no ambiguity or second thoughts. It's straight down to business, with FOCUS. Just wait for the, passion, to kick in and we'll have to stand back in fear of being run over by you.

Go for it girl.

Huggs
Catherine

Hi Apples, I am glad you have found something that makes you happy.

If you have decided that this is what you want then go for it girl, find a good doctor/gender clinic, start with therapy and find your happiness.

I know you are a strong willed person and its sometimes good to let yourself cry.

Take care of yourself.

Yup, It's incredible how some things are lost, and how you find them on the least expected place

I think I will go with those. Oh, one thing for sure: no touching of the forehead. I do want to reshape the brow bone (even If I werent trans), but leaving my brain on the open and putting screws there is a no-no. Bangs or hair covering it will be more than enough.

Quote from: Apples on August 14, 2012, 03:34:12 AM
Yup, It's incredible how some things are lost, and how you find them on the least expected place

I think I will go with those. Oh, one thing for sure: no touching of the forehead. I do want to reshape the brow bone (even If I werent trans), but leaving my brain on the open and putting screws there is a no-no. Bangs or hair covering it will be more than enough.

?Your sinuses will be opened from the outside, your brain won't be exposed...but bangs is a good idea if you want to avoid invasive surgery.

Quote from: mementomori on August 04, 2012, 12:29:40 AM
i guess everyone has different desires , id sacrifice natural looks for femininity in my face even if it meant looking really done and artificial

The same for me, I guess.

Quote from: Dahlia on August 14, 2012, 06:57:28 AM
?Your sinuses will be opened from the outside, your brain won't be exposed...but bangs is a good idea if you want to avoid invasive surgery.

I don't know why but, I iwas thing that they would remove all the forehead to reshape it, and put it back in place... Are we talking about the brow ridge or re contouring the forehead? This last one, I suppose it will require some sort of prostetic...

I have been thinking about the corner lip lifts. I have an asymetrical face, with a drooping mouth to one side (and this is one of those things I consider important to fix, it is why I avoid photographs or smiling).. I have read that it can be used to correct this problem, so I would be taking it too. From what I could read, a facelift might also help.

Think it can be solved?

http://i.imgur.com/aQ5H2.jpg

You will say that it does not look that bad, but when I try to smile is when it is noticeable.


Aafter reading about the warnings on FFS, I'm taking the approach of thinking about what I really need, and the minimum, the better. I may want to fix the lip, nose and brow, but for the time being I am ok with my chin or jaw. Although since those are the things that I wanted to do prior to accepting the GID, I don't know if they count as FFS.