This was way more than merely being unhappy.
I picked up my phone to call my brother. Just seeing what he was up to, ya know? I saw that I missed a call from my mom. So, I called her thinking that something serious was going on.
It turns out that within a 24-hour time span, 5 people that we knew or were associated with had died. One was potentially a medical issue, 2 of them took the final exit, one of which was a friend of my nieces; another had taken the final exit at a day-adult school that I went to in the latter part of high school; and I think the others were in the process of figuring out the cause of death.
I put on Entombed "Left Hand Path" to calm my brain down. Once it got to the part where they play a bit from that soundtrack to "Phantasm", I lost it for a bit. I'm starting to calm down a bit. But, jeez....
I just don't handle this stuff well anymore. Sure, I know it's the only guarantee in life. But...............
