I'm thinking about when I came out to my sister and asked her if she remembered the convo we had in the 5th grade when I told her that I wish I was a boy and that I'm going to get surgery to be a boy. She said she doesn't remember. It's been over 10 years so she probably doesn't remember that phone convo and I don't expect her to but there's a little part of me that wonders if she really does remember (if she thought about it hard enough at least) but doesn't want to give me any "ammo" for my confirmation. Perhaps she's trying to deny it.
Meh she probably did forget, but I remember like it was yesterday. I was laying on my stomach and looking through the cubby hole of my bedrest. I remember her words when I told her that. She told me, "well I'm going to pray that you don't get the surgery." Heck, at the time, I didn't even know it was really possible.
It's funny how things don't change 10 years later. That may be a good indication that she won't accept me in the future.
